Picture Post.

My new brother Cade. Only $3 at walmart. There was one that comes with a snowboard which would suit him but it was $15 and I am cheap.

:(. This one's going to leave a scar.

I have so many scars from Tim Hortons. It's not funny.

Anyway, so last Saturday..well the before this past one. I was working. And it wasn't a very good day for me to begin with but of course it had to get worse. The district manager came. Anybody who hasn't worked at Timmies has no idea what I am tlaking about. I will try to explain.(District Manager: Big Official Dude who comes to all the stores across Canada and makes sure we look all clean and perfect. He gives us a score. And if out score is too low our managers get mad at us.)
So, he came in and was checking everything out. And I was pretty nervous cause in pretty much my two years+ of existence there I have never been at the store when he is doing his inspection. So I was cleaning everything and timing pots and pretending that I do that stuff all the time(:P.)
And It's hard to explain but next thing I knew there was coffee....all over me. And It would have been better if it had been a pot that had been sitting there for a while cause it would have been less hot but no. I had to have the one that was just brewing to it was ULTRA HOT and it was from a little above my hip bone to the tip of my toe. And my hand was in there for good measure. It hurt so bad. Like so bad I didn't even try to cover up the fact that I was crying.
And my luck is soooo good that I had to do that right when the D.M. was right in front of me. Well, there was a counter in the way but they saw the whole thing. Anyway, that is basically my story. I didn't even care about the fact that I had gotten hurt I just felt bad cause I wasn't working for like at least 15 minutes and everybody kept coming back to see if I was okay and that embarassed me alot.

My hand looked really good to begin with, it just hurt alot. And then it got worse and worse and now it just looks gross (heh heh, all I have to do it hold my hand in front of Noah and he runs away.)
That's pretty much it.

Oh yeah there is some burns on my leg too but they didn't show up well on the camera.

T.I.L.M.

Oh be quiet. I know it's supposed to be on Thursday but I will never remember so I might as well do it today.

1.My work buddies.
2.Apple juice.
3.Having parents that don't care when I write on my clothes or skin or belongings.
4.Kids bandaids.
5.Staying up 'til 4 in the morning with friends talking about...everything.
6.Being Beautiful(HAH. The sarcasm is thick tonight.)
7.My polka dot bathing suit.
8.Getting a note from my sister/father/daughter.
9.Cleaning my room so it looks all pretty..well okay pretty isn't really the word to describe it.
10.Writing a new song.
11.Actually finishing the song.
12.Disturbia-Rihanna and Human-Killers.
13.Collecting empty Tim Cards. I haven't figured out what I am going to do with them yet..but it's better than throwing them out.
14.7 things- Miley Cyrus. I am guilty of playing this one over and over and over. I don't really know why I like the song though.
15.Sharpie Markers
16.My new brother(pictures to come)
17.My actual bullet. That actually could kill somebody...or maybe not.
18.Stalking people on facebook..I know, I have a problem..but I'm sure everybody does it but just won't admit it.
19.Dancing(But I only do it when I'm alone cause people tend to laugh when they see me. Unless it's my irish dancing..then I don't care if people laugh cause it is kind of pathetic and hilarious.)
20.Mail. Even sending letters feels good cause you know you are making somebody else really happy..unless it is a bad letter.

My weekend.

Well, I am gone to vancouver for the weekend. For missionsfest.
Hopefully it will be enlightening and fun.
I am seriously doubting the latter seeing as my body hurts in many different places and the word fun right now is not in my vocabulary.
But we will see.

I had my audition for the choir today. It was..good? I got in, if that means anything.
It was my first time going into KCS in so long. It had not changed at all. Which brings me to my next point.
I am so glad I did not have to go to school, cause if I had I would have gone there and it would have drained my creativity and spirit. Not saying the place is bad, just not meant for me.

So anyway. Have fun this weekend. I will be back and when I do come home expect a..
Picture Post!( I am not done one in a long time and it is way overdue)
A post about my burns..(HA Jill, you are not the only one who gets burned, takes pictures, then blogs about it.)

Oh I just LOVE my life right now.

I want to go back to grade 4 when I didn't have to worry about anything..and I didn't have any friends except my brothers and their friends.

Every time me and Matthew Tootsie talk about Starbucks he rants on and on about the Carmel Mochiato(Like I know how to spell those italian words). And every time he talks about it I put it away in my mental notebook to try one. Of course anybody who knows me know that I am the worst memory ever so I never remember to order it when I actually get there.
Well, that changed last week. It was like an epihany, I walked in and I remembered and I ordered and...it tasted nasty.
Although being my mothers daughter(can you recall the 'pink panther' incident) I kept sipping away at it cause maybe just maybe it would change and I would love it. I even went the pains of hiding the drink in my coat as I walked into Timmys and then putting a timmys cup overtop so nobody would notice..it was gross it was a waste of 4 dollars(I don't remember how much it cost but is must have been around there.)
I think I will go back to my Mocha with 2 pumps vanilla

Well, first of all. It has been over 10 days and frankly I do not regret it. I think I am falling out of the whole blogging thing and it feels good :P.

Anyway, I am cleaning my room right now. Like one of those ones that you evaluate everything and throw out lots of things and it looks all pretty and organized at the end. It's looking good already.
I get bored really quickly with some things..one of those things being the setup of my room. In my old house I would change everything around like every two weeks. Which was pretty dificult cause I had a bunk bed but I always did it by myself. In the midst of changing it, it would look like a disaster but the finished product always look fresh, new and good.
Here in my new room I don't change it around much, especially since I have a piano that pretty much weighs a ton. Even so, just moving the chair or putting the curtains differently makes me happy. Anyway, I have no idea why I am going into such detail with this.

LATER:
There, this day has been pretty much a total waste.
But, I got the details for the Christian school choir so hopefully I will be starting that next week. The only bad thing is they have practice three times a week. The bonus is they are going to alberta(will be my first time ever) and on the way back stopping at west edmonton mall. This makes me alot excited. Of course it will add alot to my plate but I'm sure it will be worth it.

Okay. There is probably alot of other things I could right about but it's my bedtime..
Night.

:(...x8....x9

I really should be sleeping but since I love you guys so much I will grace you with a post before I go.

So today I did a whole bunch of nothing.
Then I went to a movie...Bride wars which was brilliant.
But it was really strange, before I went into the movie as I was manuevering the crowds trying to get through, this creepy, hairy man reached over and pulled my hood over my head :). I was scared, but he just gave me a creepy smile and I kept walking.

So yes the movie was good but it put me in a bad mood.

And thats pretty much all I have for you guys.

Hannah..

Type in "[your name] needs" in the Google search."
1.Hannah needs a boyfriend(too true :P)
2.Hannah Needs Some Alone Time(also true)
3.Hannah needs a hug(Hmmm as long as the persons last name rhymes with "Feglerc"
Type in "[your name] looks like" in Google search."
1.Hannah looks like a train wreck(that kind of mean...even if it is true)
2.hannah.looks. like.a.tree
Type in "[your name] says" in Google search"
1.Hannah says she was almost kidnapped and sold into prostitution 30 years ago
2.Hannah says Hi
3.Hannah says Byebye( I guess I didn't like talking to you)
Type in "[your name] wants" in Google search."
1. Hannah wants to go back to London(well I don't know about the 'back' part but I would love to go)
2.Hannah wants to adopt from the U.S.
3.Hannah wants children
Type in "[your name] does" in Google search."
1. Hannah does music
2. Hannah does Kayak camp(yahoo! my life long dream)
Type in "[your name] hates" in Google search."
1.Hannah hates work/life balance
2.Hannah hates cake
3.Hannah hates cameras
Type in "[your name] asks" in Google search
1.Hannah asks where are her parents
2.Hannah asks Tom to be her maid of honour
3.Hannah asks is it to much to be loved for being me?(it's what I ask myself everyday)
Type in "[your name] likes " in Google search.
1.Hannah likes lemons
2.Hannah likes acting in ocean movies
3. Hannah likes chinese food.(that's a lie)
Type in "[your name] eats " in Google search.
1.Hungry Hannah eat the world!
2.Hannah eat monkeys (My secret has gotten out.)
3.Hannah eats concrete
Type in "[your name] wears " in Google search.
1.Hannah wears mama's dress(not out of the house though)
2.Ms. Hannah wears dresses made out of potholders(It's called recycling, people!)
3. Hannah wears a hat.
Type in "[your name] was arrested for" in Google Search."
1.Hannah was arrested for cat fishing out of season.(I can't believe myself. To even be fishing in the first place)
2. Hannah is arrested for the brutal slaying of...(it cuts off and I am too scared to visit the sight.)
3. Hannah arrested for barking up the wrong tree(all these years I haven't known you could get arrested for that)
Type in "[your name] loves" in Google Search."
1.Hannah loves playing in the park(That is a true fact.)
2.Hannah loves middle age(Eeep!)
3.Hannah loves Rob.(hehe wouldn't you like to know who he is.)

Meat and Potatoes.

When it comes down to I am like the stereotypical man in some aspects.
The biggest one of which is: When there is nothing else to do, eat. Well, not even when there is nothing else to do. Eating is just pretty much always on the top of my priority list.
Number two aspect: What I enjoy best is Meat and Potatoes. Doesn't really matter how the potatoes are cooked and what kind of meat it is as long as it is Meat and Potatoes.

So what do I do when my plans for the next two days are screwed and I have nothing to do. Cook up some meat and potatoes.
But this actually excites me because I have not done cooking/baking in so long and usually I do the latter so I am looking forward to eating some of my main dish.

First tip to getting into my heart:Cook with Garlic.
Garlic is pretty much the love of my life. If it calls for a teaspoon I put in a tablespoon sort of thing. And don't even ask how many cloves I put in my spaghetti sauce.
I use it in pretty much everything, maybe not my baked items(or do I? :).
Side note on Garlic. We never used to buy fresh garlic because even though I liked using it those times were few and far between so whenever I went to use it it would be bad and I would have to get a new one so there was really no point but now I use it at least once a week.

So for my first selection I have a steak. I don't really know what kind it is. I just found it in the freezer in a bag with no label. I am marinating it for about an hour, in a mix of garlic, mustard, oil, salt,pepper, water, vinegar and various other things. I haven't really ever done a steak with a stove top before so this will be an adventure.

Next order of business is the potatoes. I always do them cut in chunks or like fries so this time I am doing Mashed. Probably with some sort of fresh Thyme mixed or some other herb(depends on what I have in the fridge.) Theres not much to say about that cause well, if I do to much with the potatoes they will overpower the steak which is a baddd idea. We want it to compliment the steak, although I will of course, add some garlic

For the healthy part I am thinking an assortment of vegetables sauteed in butter but, I doubt I have much in the way of veggies so I might have to replace that thought with a light salad with homemade dressing.

In the plans for dessert we have fresh out of the oven brownie with icecream and hot fudge.

I know it sounds wonderful, lets just hope it turns out wonderful.

*Gasp* I just sampled the mashed potatoes and they taste so good. They are really fatty but sooooo good.

Okay, so I have eaten my meal and here is my thoughts.

The Steak: It tasted..okay. It was good for being the first one I've made but it wasn't all that great in actuallity. And it was really rare.
The Potatoes: Great Of course!
The Salad: So, I made the backup plan, a mixed salad. But it was good just the same.

And now I have to go put my brownies in the oven.


Oh my goodness. Usually I cannot stand my own baking. And I almost never have any dessert with ice cream..it's kind of nasty in my mind but this was fantabulistic.
Amazing.

So after like 3 hours of work it turned out okay.

You're back!

Yesterday was pretty awesome.
I went to the Blazers game curtesy of Silken and Mcdonalds.
My mindset before we got there was that it was going to be boring but it was fun and I really got into...having lots of cute guys there did help the whole excitement level alot.

And then the Gehrings dropped me off at Behns house so I could give him his present and I went along with a bunch of them to the church and we played pictionary. The teams were a little unfair though..

And yeah I went back to Behns house and sang in rockband for a couple songs.

And I came home and went on the computer for a while and fell asleep while talking to people(having a laptop it a bad idea cause I always use it on my bed and then end up falling asleep.

In other news, I'm in a band apparently. Two to be exact. My biggest dream come true :P. Of course why did my dream pick this year to come true when I have so much other stuff I have to be doing.

*Happy Sigh*

Awhile my laptop stopped reading the charger and since it has the crappiest battery is just died and I left it for a long time. Then I finally went to my computer fix it man and he has revived my poor little machine. Many thanks Paul.
But I am sooooo happy to have it back. I didn't want to do anything with my pictures while it was away and I had to constantly be juggling for time on the two family computers.
I am just too happy now.

Hmm, another happy moment was yesterday. I had my first double cheeseburger. To tell the truth the first part was all that I had imagined(which is great) but then the second half tasted funny. Hopefully they will be better in the coming trips to McD's.

Today, Oh wow, I talked to my Manager about becoming a trainer and she answered me with a simple yes. Which is pretty annoying after all the preparing and waiting and nervous breakdowns I went through.

Let me think of more happy items.. Nope, happy moment has passed.
But I am thinking this past week has been a really good start of the new year. I AM HAPPY!

1. I had a dream where Lanny Geddert died. It was so sad. And that fact that I had it is a little bit morbid.
2.I have so much on my mind right now. Such as.
3. What am I doing this summer? KISSM, Camp, Work, Being a bum.
4. To stay or quit Timmies.
5. Grade 12
6. Grad Band of '09
7. Next year.
8.My hair....sorry for such a shallow one.

But yeah.
Snow camp was so much fun. When we were driving there Kelsey kept going 'this is going to be the best snow camp ever!' And I always joined in because who cannot when it's kelsey and her enthusiasm but I wasn't really feeling it but as the weekend prgressed I realized it was. Some highlights.
1. All the sessions, The music was AWESOME(of course) and I really enjoyed the fact that the 'learning' times were hands on and usually I am kind of annoyed at the whol sexist thing non co-ed thing but I had a really freat group that I connected with and we had so much fun.
2. Volleyball. Okay besides that fact that I sucked...and my team never won. It was amazing. And I was laughing all the time...especially on Sunday morning but yeah. I think I got better. and I have bruises to prove it.
3.Playing with Mathwell and Alex..we had like a mini band going on there and I'm pretty sure we sounded good too, which is always a plus.
4. The trips too and from

Yeah so the whole thing was amazing but those were just some highlights.

Umm today, was an amazing day at work. I got to work with some pretty amazing people and it was fun and I got everything done on time and friends came in.. And I was serving these two older ladies. And I felt as I was being my normal self(as in being polite and stuff) but at the end the one who had payed was just like 'I wanted to comment on how nice you have been' and I was like awwwwww melt your heart kind of moment. That pretty much made my day.

OKay, I can't really think of anything right now..

Britt Nicole- When she cries

What's that? You want an idea for giving me a gift with no reason for giving that gift at all?
I would love if you gave me this CD.

Christmas and a little bit of everything.

Okay, I have figured it out. Even when things go good I don't want to admit it so when asked I usually shrug or something.
Well, today that changes.
Christmas was great!(even though I am not a huge fan)
Christmas eve service was good, I sat with my parents for a first time in a long time.
Then after Matthew and Behn came over and we ate and played games and opened a present each. Then I watched a movie and finally went to bed. Surprisingly even though the little boys had planned on waking up early, I was the first of the kids to get out of bed. And we waited a while before waking Noah up.

We opened presents, Then I watched Gilmore girls until we had to leave(which wasn't alot of time mind you).
Me and Behn went to Kandace's to drop off her present then to Behns house to get Rockband.
Then drove over to grama's and opened presents there and then played rockband for the remainder of the time.

Afterwhich we drove back to auntie Vicki's house and played games there, had dinner, opened more presents, had dessert(Ice wine Mmmm), went home.

And that's all I can remember from that day. Well, I do remember staying up late 'cause I didn't want the next day to come.

Boxing Day. I woke up at six. *Groan*. When I actually started working it was fun, I do enjoy working day shift and it went really quick too. Mom picked me up then and we went to the mall. I had never been boxing day shopping. I bought a few shirts, PJ pants and Behns birthday present(Jan. 9 People..).

Today I went sledding, and then to work.

I know it is sad, but true...Lately I have given up caring about friends. Or what I do.

Last time I was at the mall. Which was only a couple days ago, I saw this beautiful pair of pyjama pants. They were lime green and black plaid. It was simply amazing. But I didn't want to spend money so I didn't buy them. I was kicking myself after since they were so perfect.

Then today my mom actually gave me money to buy them and I went in and...they weren't there. :(.

So I'm thinking the green one is going to be my grad dress.
But I haven't decided on a colour yet.

TILT

1.Mystery Book..I am going through a phase right now.
2.Giving people presents..it actually makes me really happy.
3.Christmas(okay now that was heavily sarcastic)
4.Thrifties.
5.Playing Peewee hockey(who knew?)
6.Getting a text(it makes my heart happy)
7.Playing in the snow. I went outside yesterday and made snow angels and traipsed around but it was kind of lonely.
...Okay now I will just list favorite foods cause as weird as it seems this is what I do when I am bored.
Pepsi
Grapefruit Juice
Pizza hut pizza
fruit gushers
those cinnamony twist things you can buy at coopers
sourpatch kids
spaghetti
mr. noodle chicken soup
lipton chicken noodle soup
tacos
taco salad
french fries from mcdonalds....anything from mcdonalds :P
Kisses...of the chocolate variety
chocolate croissants.
black forest ham
djion mustard.
I am going to bed...

Shhh, it's still a secret.

Since I don't think my mom would think to check my blog in the next 48 hours, I am going to tell you why I think that boys cannot anything themselves and always need a woman's supervision.
Hey, I'll even give you 6 examples.
DISCLAIMER: I am not trying to get recognition or be prideful or anything I just want you to know what really happened since I put so much work into this.
Lets start the story off with last year.
Two days ago last year I set off to Kelowna for the weekend, where I bought my mothers birthday present. But since I was so late getting home on the Sunday(her birthday) I did not give it to her until the next day, whereupon she thanked me, started crying and explained that nobody else in my family had remembered.
WOW, pretty harsh.I of course could not let this happen again.
Let me tell you, I was up many night planning and panicking.
So here is what I came up with
Dad: Bring home flowers after work and then the two of them go off to Milestones for dinner( which I reserved for while shopping at London drugs on my cellphone because we only have one phone which is in the kitchen where she is practically all the time)
Matthew: A Painting(I have not seen it yet but I'm sure she'll like anything he paints. Funny story on this one. I needed to get a canvas for him but my mom was going to go to Michaels without me so I asked her to get one. She automatically thought it was for school and the canvases only came in three pack so she suggested giving the other ones to Matthew so I had a brilliant cover for bringing them to his house.
Behn: His is a mystery. He was the only one I felt..moderately safe in leaving him to decide what he gets her. Of course just 5 days ago he was still asking me for suggestions.
Cade: This one was hard to get. A picture frame with a photo of the kids in it. So, I had to decide that we all had to be matching. And like none of my brothers have white shirts so I had to donate some of mine and steal some from dad's closet. It took forever to get them all dressed out the door and in position. Matthew of course had forgotten the memo about the jeans but it's not that noticeable. Once they were in position they kept making fun of the way Alex was taking the pictures and Noah is very camera shy so out of all the pictures there is no single one that has all of us looking at the camera and smiling. This is the best of the lot and the one I picked for my mom.


Myself: Well, by the time I had figured everything else out I had run out of ideas for myself. So mine is a little unusual. 2 boxes of the cake mix that my mom really likes, and a salt mill.
Sean: A box of Purdey's Chocolates which I bought a while ago and put in the freezer so I hope that they turn out fine.
Noah: A set of 4 mugs but they have different van gogh paintings on them so I think she'll like them.
If that were not enough I just arranged yesterday that Matthew and Behn will come over for a birthday dinner on Wednesday so I have to make a cake and spaghetti for that since you can hardly have the birthday girl make her own dinner.
So anyway, there you have. The big \ surprise that I mentioned in a previous post but I don't remember which.
Hopefully today will go well.

So,

I decided since I don't know what to do with my life I need to start trying things out, getting hands on experience on things I might like to do just to see if I actually like it when it comes down to it or if it's more of a fantasy idea.Well, my first career was hairdressing. And I thought "What better way than to cut my own hair."

The results weren't pretty.



Just kidding. Last week, or the week before I was looking at my hair and decided it was too long(kind of that awkward stage where it's too short to go past your shoulders but too long so that it just sits on top. Nasty.) I was going to wait and get my hair cut somewhere but I'm cheap and impatient so I did it myself. It doesn't really look any different. But I guess that's better than looking worse.

I have been thinking seriously about getting it cut short again. We'll see where that goes.

I think God is punishing me.

So tonight Sean made this Ethiopian meal and I ate some but because I didn't want to finish it, I joked that it didn't agree with me.

And now I am experiencing intense pain in my abdomen.
It's just a wee bit ironic.

I guess this is supposed to teach me to not waste perfectly fine food.

I have not been feeling well today so what better to than....:
1. Watch girly movies(never been kissed is such a cute movie)
2.Clean my room
3.Do laundry(50 pieces even and two dimes to boot)
and anything else the day has in store for me such as...working :(.But it's with two of my favoritest people ever so it shouldn't be that bad.

Mlargh

Alright. first order of business. Egg Nog. Bleck. Haha, I try it every year just because maybe one year my tastes buds will have changed and I will like it. But no. Milking it down is okay but still not my kind of drink.

I ran out of Tylenol like yesterday. It's really sad. I mean more the fact that I could down a whole bottle by myself. Of course I was not the only one who consumed them. Cade and Kandace were partners and probably other people. But I just got a new bottle from above the oven. It doesn't have many so if I say I finished that one in the next couple of weeks don't be surprised. Also I didn't like the bottle of the new one so I just put the pills in the old one.

My body hurts.
Aches.
I don't feel like moving.

Stupid Kandace for getting me sick. :). Yes I am blaming it all on you.

So Monday was FUN! First we went to the E-free church(me and Kandace that is) and planned our duo. It was brilliant I don't know why we didn't go through with it.

Then we went to the mall. Nothing really productive came out of that trip. Nope, we did visit Josh 3 times. Mainly cause we had nothing to do. And I looked at hockey sticks, that was cool.
But pretty much the best part of yesterday was...I rode the bus. For the first time ever. It was epic.
We went to Kandace's house where we madly had dinner, did dishes and got ready.
Then we went back to the E-free church for like the 15th(?) annual presentation night.
It was funny. I had some good laughs. But it did not awaken any memories. I guess the homeschool group is just that different now.

When I got home I started the debate about starting a Grad '09 band. The results were positive. We actually have the right number of people evenly spaced out. And pretty much everybody doubles in something else so that will come in handy.

So, yes, I'm sick. Today was..ewww. I felt so bad that when I got home I had a nap. And that means something because I usually only have naps on Sundays, if ever. Headaches are the biggest thing. Some of them are so bad I think they could be considered migraines. And the runny noses and the plugged ears. And chills. And body aching all the time. And my eyes hurt. And my forehead is hot, but that could be from the headache. Sore throat. My voice sounds like crap. And my nose is raw from blowing it so much. =(.
So I probably won't go tomorrow night. We'll see.

Bored...Procrastinating

1: Spell your name without an E,S,H,I,M,A: NN
2: Are you single?Yes, well at least that's what you think :)
3: Favourite number?I don't really have one. It used to be 64
4: Favorite colour?Green
5: Least favorite color?Purple, or yellow
6: What are you listening to?My two little brothers talking
7: Sins?too many to count...
8: Are you happy with your life right now?not really no.
11: Do you shop at hollister/abercrombie/AE?:like once a year
12: How do you make money?By being brilliant and lovable
13: Where did you graduate from?haven't yet
14: Are you outgoing?With people I know, yes.
15: One word to describe you?CRAZY
16: Do you like Big Macs?Never had one.
17: Do you own big sunglasses?Of course, they are like a staple in everybodys wardrobe.
18: Where do you wish you were right now?Heaven
19: What should you be doing right now?School
20: Do you have a crush on anyone right now?Well, no not really.
THE CAN'S:Can you blow a bubble? yes
Can you do a cart wheel? no
Can you touch your toes? yes
Can you whistle? yup
Can you wiggle your ears? no
Can you wiggle your nose? how do you wiggle your nose..are we talking about the obvious here? I guess..
Can you roll your tongue? yes
THE DID'S:
Did you ever want to be a doctor? A nurse
Did you ever want to be a fire fighter? Heck yes. I still sorta want to.
THE DO'S:Do you know how to swim? yes
Do you like roller coasters? Never been on one. I am deprived
Do you own a bike? NOOOO I don't think I ever really have. I just use other peoples
Do you think you could be on those reality shows? wouldn't want to
THE DOES':Does hair loss run through your family? nope
Does your car get good gas mileagm? I don't really pay attention. The car Cade wants to fix up for me could get 50 miles to a gallon(apparently that's good)
Does your family have family picnics? no
THE HAVE'S:
Have you ever been to the ocean? yes
Have you ever gone fishing? Well, sometimes at the lake I do.
THE HOW'S:
How did you find out about Facebook? David
How many of your friends on it have you seen? Alot
How much money do you have on you right now? Like $10
THE LAST'S:Last thing you said out loud? "Sean come do pushups with me"
Last thing someone said to you? "Help me clean the living room"
THE WHAT'S:
What was the last restaurant you ate at? Timmys if you call that a restaurant. Milestones.
What was the last thing you bought? An apple pie from A&W
What was the last thing you had to drink? water
What was the last thing you watched?The latest Hannah Monatana episode
THE WHO'S:
Who is your newest friend you added to Facebook? LeAnne
Who was the last person you IM'd? .........*Shrugs Shoulders*
Who talked to you on the phone last? KANDACE
Who was the last person you took a picture of? ...Ummmmmmm People at the lockin..I can't remember the actual last picture
Who was the last person to leave you a comment? On here..Ummm...Anonymous. But I know who he/she is.
SELF ESTEEM SECTION:Is your self-esteem extremely low? Sometimes
Do you believe in yourself? Sometimes
Do you wish you could be someone else? Sometimes
CURRENTLY WEARING:What color shirt are you wearing? Green
Shoes? none
Jewelery? ring
HAVE YOU EVER:Hugged someone? Yes
Been on the phone until the sun came up? No
Laughed so hard you peed in your pants? I don't think so
CURRENT:Current mood:Blah
I'm listening to: Talking
Maybe I should: do school and get ready to go
I love: Being crazy
I don't understand: Math
I lose respect for: Certain people that I cannot name
The meaning of my screen name is: My name?
Love is: distant
Somewhere someone is: thinking of me?
I will always: have naturely brown hair.
Forever seems like: too far away to want to think about now
I never ever want to: like country
My mobile phone is: Practical
When I wake up in the morning: I wish I would have done it two hours earlier
I get annoyed at: Spelling mistakes
My pet: IS MISSING =(
Kisses are: Yucky =)
Hugs are: comforting
Today I:Will try to make the best out of my cold
I really want: to be done school
I work: with nice people.
I think: I think too much
I smell: the cookies that Sean just made
I listen: better than I talk
I see: Mess
I sing: no. I don't really like to sing anymore
I daydream: not so much
I fall: when I'm skating
I cry: not much anymore
I love: Being with people when I'm inthe right mood
I hope: for world peace =)
I drink: tea
I dream: way to much lately
I have: pen on my hand
I remember: all I have to do today.
I don't: smoke
I believe: in God.
I know: Everything..true story
I hate:you..just kidding

I'm a child.

It's hard to feel like a role model..when you feel like the child that people should be role modeling too.

Camp was weird. I was the one who had to be strong and always happy and knowing all the questions. It felt wrong. :). Especially at teen camp when a lot of the campers were older than me and I was a leader. Of course when put in that position everybody acts a little older than they truly are at least I do. I am pretty happy to say I only had one emotional breakdown in front of kids...
A while ago I got a letter from one of my campers, I then misplaced the envelope with the address on it. Even though I felt horrible because I couldn't reply, there was nothing I could do so I didn't do anything. Then just today I was getting out a book I need for school and there it was being used as a bookmark. So I dutifully wrote the letter. But it was weird..like camp all over again. Having to be responsible. Reading over every line to make sure I didn't write anything that could be taken the wrong way or anything.

I have a theory. I've probably told you guys this but oh well I'm saying it again.
Since I was home schooled I didn't really have any friends my age. I hung out with my brothers and their friends. So instead of growing up at my age I was really growing up a couple years earlier so now I am more mature(don't even laugh I'm still talking) but since I grew up too fast my inner conscious is really wishing for when I was young so sometimes I will be really mature and other times I am really immature I guess. I really hate it...sometimes. I always feel better hanging out with people older than me but in reality it's really weird.
I don't know. Does my theory make any sense. I really need to take that psychology course I think it would help me a lot.

In other news, the lock in gave me a cold so now I feel horrible.
Yesterday I hung out with my brother. And saw the colour he is painting the dining room of the house, it was very nice. I suggested the next thing would be to buy matching chairs for the table.

And it was customer appreciation day at domino's so I went there for the second time ever. The first time to buy something..the experience was pretty cool. I bought pizza and took it over to work. I know..sickk..haha and I cleaned up the lobby and swept til Cade picked me up.

Now I am going to do school then go hang out at the mall with Kandace prolly. I will be sure to take pictures.

The last couple days.

Thursday:
I went in for skating, my first time of the season. It wasn't really that good but at least it wasn't a total flop. Then after I went for a walk, stopping at two neccesary points(Shoppers Drug Mart and Coopers). Afterwhich I walked some more to work. Since I was so early I had brought some school to do. But instead of doing it, Julie asked me to start early. So I did. An hour early.
The whole shift went okay. Except for the fact I worked 7 1/2 hours.

But I had had like a ton of pop with caffiene in it so I couldn't get to sleep for ever(1:30) which was bad cause the lock-in was the next day.

Friday:
So first it was our last Climbing Gym. It was good. I completed #13. And the swing was pretty fun. Then the Kandace's drove me up to the mall where I wasted some time dressing up and prancing around Thrifty's. Then Angela picked me up and we went out for dinner at Milestones. Rishelle was working so I got to see her in her natural habitat..well, she was training at the bar and testing all the drinks so I hope that isn't her natural habitat. But dinner was nice, and finally catching up with Ang was really good.

So after that we went down to the church and finished setting up. Then there was some Gargon and bowling..okay I have to admit that bowling was pretty fun. Even though I kept complaining that I hated it and pretty much all of my team sucked(sorry Andrew you're just not good at bowling :P.). So since my group had Behn driving us we stopped at Timmy's before going back. And I have to admit that the night shift was not really up to par, but we got our caffiene and that's all that mattered. When we arrived back at the church they had already started the fear factor game but I hadn't wanted to participate in the first place so it was okay just watching.

I can't even remember how the events went after that. Pizza making and eating..playing dutch blitz...watching really wierd cartoons(hmm I wonder who's idea that was?). Then dodgeball. And then I started playing Rummy with Andrew..who did not explain the game properly at all, making up rules and not telling important ones..tsk tsk I disapprove. But it was fun. Some other people joined so we had to play it the proper way which was stupid so I started losing. Then we just played cards and then talked for like 5 hours I would say.

Then pancakes and bacon. Then cleaning up(it is so much easier bringing the couches back down the stairs than it was bringing them up). Then leaving, going home and passing out not before I set the alarm for 3 pm. I was out like a light until then. So at three I woke up turned off the alarm, checked my cell phone for messages and went back to sleep. I woke up a bit in the night but I didn't officially get out of bed til 7:00 so just a bit under 21 hours.

Sick I know. But I am one of the few people that can say we were up the entire night. It's pretty awesome, especially cause like about 10 the night before I had started feeling really sleepy..But I made it.

Blah post.

Yesterday..it was crazy. I was only out of my bedroom for like a total of 2 hours..if that.

Today I..Drove a ton. I went to the mall and planned on buying a tanktop but ended up getting two hoodies. Not really the best waste of ?? dollars but I needed a new one and I just got some money from my grama for my birthday.

Then I went to work and I was actually excited but..that soon faded. I was on soup and sandwich and I felt horrible and my back started acting up again(I know, I'm such an old woman).

And that's pretty much all I have to say.

I am doing pretty good on planning and getting christmas presents which I like because I hate it when it's like two days before and you just buy stupid gifts because you don't have time to think.

When I came home I saw that 6 people had blogged while I was gone. It made me happy.

Some things you should know..

But you probably don't.

1. Two words:Earl Grey. I love it. I actually never used to be a tea drinker. I had to be in the right mood and that happened only like twice a year but now, I don't know how but I can drink it all the time. I never really try different kinds though, I just stick to what I  know best.

2. Two foods that I am in the mood for anytime: Microwave popcorn and Chocolate kisses. Kisses are actually the only chocolate product that I can eat buckets of. Which brings me to my next..

3. I don't like chocolate. Well okay here's the thing. I like it, as long as it is in tiny portions. I am not one of those people who could just feast away at it(unless the kind mentioned above). I have been known to not have made it even halfway into a chocolate bar and had to stop cause I couldn't stand the taste anymore..I know wiiiierrrd.

4.PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE Spell my name with a capital H at all times. That is pretty much the biggest pet peeve I have.

5.I have a secret(not so secret anymore) crush on Sharpie markers. I have so many in my room and they are my top choice for pretty much anything.

6. I have this blanket. It's really soft and nummy(not speaking literally). It is very old though..I got it like 6 years ago and it had been my aunties when she was a girl. It has holes and the stuffing has come apart on the inside so it's lumpy and it doesn't match my room so whenever somebody comes over I hide it in my closet but I love it so I won't throw it out/give it away til it comes apart or my mom burns it or something.

7. My mom bought this colourful bowl set at costco one time and there is one bowl in it that is the perfect size for one bag of microwave popcorn so whenever I have popcorn I use it. And it's orange to boot!

8.Okay this one has like nothing to do with anything: I read this book that had like 400+ jobs for women and in all that I could only really find 2 that looked interesting 1.Magazine Editor(or just even working at a magazine) 2. Nanny....*Groan* I am kind of panicking. Seems like everyone else has a basic idea of what they want to do after they grad and I have no stinking idea.

Photo Shoot

Note to self: Get a live-in photographer.

Important Decisions..

This summer should I:
A. Go to camp.

B. Stay home and go to Kissm

C. Stay home and live in a dark hole for the summer
D. Go to Kissm then go to camp for the rest of the summer.

Update: KISSM stands for Kamloops Interior Summer School of Music

It's a three week music school..I would be going for mainly voice but maybe a bit of piano and guitar.

This is what happens when I don't go out on Friday night.

Ewww, I think I am becoming responsible.
Last night I made cupcakes so when I went to clean everything up I organized all the dirty dishes so the kitchen would look a little neater. While I was doing that my mom came in and said she was going to bed. Well, my conscience took over and made me load up the dishes, tidy up the kitchen. In doing so I went to put some dirty dishcloths in the laundry and I saw that it was full and overflowing so I went downstairs with that. Put it in to wash and folded all the clean laundry. Pause here: I will never think I have to much clothing again. My little brother had like clothing amount equal to mine and that was just his laundry...tsk tsk.

So I did that and then I rearranged all the bookshelves downstairs. So I never really got around to cleaning the kitchen again but it looked okay.

I got it!

It's the little things..

That makes this world happy.
1.Got a laptop
2.Getting a camera
3.Got my license in the mail.
4...Okay 4 is a depressing one..Merlin went missing
5.I've got a big surprise for someone..no none of you..but I can talk about it in case certain someone reads my blog in the near future.
6.Rishelle and Andrew are getting married. This actually excites me alot. I haven't been to a real wedding in forever(when I say real I mean..a couple years back I went to this wedding for my relative but technically she had already gotten married in China.)
7.I bought somebodies present yesterday YAY!

BSB

So, if you want normal review I have heard it said that it was a brilliant
concert.

But I'm not normal am I?

So I got there 30 minutes early. Haha, there was a bit of confusion on my part,
I went all the way around to one end of the place to then discover I was at the
wrong side(or so I thought). So I walked all the way back to the other side and
then checking my ticket realized I had been right the first time
(Hey, what
can I say when I am excited I apparently lose my brain skills.).
I bought a lemonade and sat down. It was really
quite boring just sitting there.

Finally the first act started. Divine Brown.

She was pretty good. Not that I'm in to R&B.
Alot of dancing..and
stuff.

That over I waited some more.
The BSB show started with them in a boxing
ring mock fighting. Trust me I was rolling my eyes already but then what's that oh yeah
I had been fortunately seated beside and behind the only girls on the place who
wanted to dance the entire time(well I'm sure there were others but I am just
using that for effect okay?) So Pretty much my entire view of the stage was
blocked off by these swaying girls. At first I tried peering around them and
everything but by the end I basically just sat there listening but not seeing.

The boy sitting beside me well, one seat over but the seat between us was empty,
was having just as fun time as I was. About halfway through the concert I feel a
tap on my shoulder and it's the guy, he turns his cell phone my way and "Do you
know when this is going to be over?" is typed on it. I shrugged. Like 15 minutes
later I had had enough I got out of my chair(Fortunately I was the first row
from the top so I could just hop over intead of scooting myself down the row of
dancing fans.) I walked almost to the door and found myself somewhere to stand
and watch. Which was much better. I wish I'd thought of that solution 45 minutes
earlier.

And I bought a T-shirt. So all in all. I had never listened to they're music
before and I only knew two of they're songs from listening to the radio. I also
thought that they were too old to be dancing and pretending to be teenagers.
Granted they are not as old as I thought they were but still.
Whatever, I can
say I've been to two concerts now. That was really the only reason I went. To
get my concert rep up.

Just a note for the unsure: I used sarcasm on and off in here so I might mean something totally different than what you are reading.

Fall

I just have one thing to say...HAPPY 300th POST!
Yes that is right..I made it to 300 posts..I am so proud of myself.

*Signals left**Shoulder Check*

Sometimes you just have to celebrate some firsts.
Especially when it comes to driving.
1. First time Parking..with actual cars around.
2.FIRST TIME ON THE HIGHWAY! (It was easy. Like easier than easy.)
3. First time speeding...wait a minute I did that first a long time ago =)
So I think I am basically a pro at this driving thing. I told my mom today that I was ready to take the 'N' test :P.

Music..

So I realized lately I really need to get back into music. I have kind of been ignoring it..maybe on purpose. But yeah..What do you guys think?
Should I get lessons..if so for what?
Guitar..voice..piano..bass..
Should I go to choir again..Should I force Cade into teaching me how to use his recording stuff.
Speak, My faithful blog readers!

T.I.L.T.

1. The new latte machine at Timmies.
2. The Library.
3. $4 in tips =)
4. Washing clothes in the bathtub
5. My friends from work

Here is my theory.



Okay never mind it sounds alot different when written down.
Soooo, I am just going to spout off some random facts and you'll never know why unless I see you to be trustworthy.

1.I have a doll. His name is baby beans. Which is a very good point. He is a He..some people mistake him for a girl and it makes me mad.
2. Say you're boy and you consider going out with me DO NOT TAKE ME TO A FAST FOOD RESTAURANT ON A FIRST DATE *Note: I am not speaking to anyone in particular..I just witnessed something like it last night and it made me think of the matter more in depth.*
3. I don't really like chinese..food that is.
4.I have a fetish for strapless dresses(haha I told Georgette that last night and she burst out laughing..and called me cute even though she knows I hate it..but coming from her it is tolerable.
5.I just painted my toenails black..why I am putting that on this list I have no clue.
6.I have always had a secret(or not so secret) longing for a Chihuahua and I would name him Rikki. But not a hairless one.
7.I like the smell of gas
8. I have never had a Big Mac
9. I have just now clued into the fact that Mac probably stands for Mcdonalds in some way.
10. If I could be granted a talent it would probably be to not embarass myself artistically
11.Buttery microwave popcorn is one of those things that I am always in the mood to eat.


But in other news..
My mothers birthday is in a month and 11 days and I need to think of something outrageously spectacular..any ideas?

Tuesday.

I'm just going to list the positive things of today.
1.I actually woke up at a decent time this morning..and was actually awake, none of that drowsy sleepwalking stuff.
2. I got everything done that I was supposed to before I left..well almost everything.
3. I got to go to Value village and
4. I bought these cute little dresses
5. I got a buttload of books from the library and they all look so good.
6. It was raining.
7. I didn't have to be on Production at work
8. Work was better than some days.
9. There was a whole box of coke bottles waiting for me on my return from work.

Any other things to add.. Cade was supposed to pick me up after work..he gets off at 9:30 and I was off at 9 so I knew I was going to be waiting around for a bit so I started cleaning up the store front..it probably looked funny cause I was in my street clothes already and was sweeping away. So I swept the whole lobby..then mopped. He still wasn't there so I cleared tables and filled napkin despensers and cleaned the vestibule(that little tiny room between the two front doors) and cleaned out the ashtray things outside and wiped down the window ledges outside and the garbage covers and went back inside and did the wall things..I don't know what they are called anyway...Finally at like 10 to 10:00 he pulls up..it turned out he had forgotten to pick me up went all the way to the barnhartvale hall(which is about 7 houses from my house) finally remembered he was supposed to pick me up and came all the way back.
I do hope Tim Hortons appreciates me as much as they should.

Eww, they changed the layout of Hotmail and now it's looks all wrong.
Silly Msn..They should know I liked it just the way it was.