Nummy!

This is what my brothers missed out on. They were invited to come over for supper but nooooo they didn't show up.. Too bad for them :).

First pink shirt in like 2 years at least.

Things I Love Thursday.

1. Singing into a microphone
2. Tin roof Sundae Icecream
3. 'Sidney White'
4. Practicing parallel parking with a lawn mower :P
5. Waking up in the morning and knowing you can sleep longer.
6. Homeschooling.
7. Being skilled at things
8. Garlic.

a Picture Post.

39 DAYS!

Better start reading that young drivers manual..if I can unearth it from all my stuff.

Useless facts,.

So in another random searching on google I found this place that shows famous people with the same birthday as you and such..To tell you the truth I was trying to fin Madonna's real name and I discover that that is her real name..who knew(That was rhetorical please don't answer and prove you are smarter.).

Anyway.

Famous People with My birthday:(I only wrote down the ones I knew)

Peter Jackson

John Keats

People that died on my birthday:

River Phoenix

Henry Houdini

Famous people with my name:

Hannah Dakota Fanning(And that is one that I can say I knew)

People born in my year:

Miley Cyrus

Nick Jonas

Demi Lovato

Dylan and Cody Sprouse.

So yeah I am back from my weekend away..it was fun. And..even though I promised to take pictures I only took one..well I didn't even take it..the nice man in the blue(?) shirt did.

T.I.L.T.

1. Earl Grey Tea.
2. Baking(again.)
3. Comfortable clothing
4. Talking..like actually real talking..not that fake stuff that everybody does all the time.
5. Not having to work for a week, well six days.
6. Getting away from it all.
7. Rain
8. Having a new message on facebook.

Allright so I'm gone now.
Until sometimes Sunday.
My feelings on this trip are mixed but I'm sure it will be very fun..and expensive anyway I will take pictures..though why you would want to see pictures of my aunties getting drunk off wine tasting is beyond me =).
Love you all!

A nothing post.

My realization for the day: It seems so much more dangerous to speed in the van rather than the car..I mean it's just normal in the car..in the van I fond myself doing the mom act where I grip onto the door with both hands and scream at Cade to slow down.

I have a vase. In my room. In it I put loose change. It is my special savings for that night out. dining at a restaurant by myself. But the process is slow going, since I only put pennies dimes and nickels in it. And I do most of my paying by debit. I am at 1.80 now. Oh well that will make that dinner so much more deserved.

My little Merlin

Ack! I have to wake up at 6:30 tomorrow morning.
I don't think I'm going to make it.

T.I.L.T.

I have not done this in a while.
Randomly getting a number.....15.

1.Baking
2.Chocolate Kisses
3.Slacking off all day
4.Having fun
5.Texting(it's true I'm addicted)
6.Black kittens named Merlin(to be introduced in a later post.)
7.Staying up til three in the morning doing school and excercising
8.Vaccuming
9.Picnik
10.my XL blue plaid pj pants..and they have a hole :(..sad
11.Our new answering machine message.
12.My bangs..they are actually quite sweet (thank you Heather)
13.Shrek
14.A certain line from freaky friday(=P Love you Kandace!)
15.Bunnies.

For those of who do not know T.I.L.T. stands for Things I Love Thursday.

My bestest friends..

Breathe..just breathe.

I am usually a nice person.
I don't usually get mad but this makes me very mad.
The fact that I bought a cd and then after a couple times of listening to it, it disappears.
I could probably kill something right now.
And I have looked for this cd so many times.
LSGHAEKLURGGQIEORgu
FRUSTERATING!

A load off of my shoulders.

Whew, I finally got my laundry done.

That laundry that has been hanging around

since the end of camp because I just didn't

feel like doing it. Trust me it was a big job.

But I was in a very..wierd mood today.

I actually wanted to do things like that.

As well as laundering I cleaned my room..

and vaccumed,I cleaned my bathroom,

I cleaned the van out and vaccumed that.

I made cookies which, usually I can't eat

my own baking. I know that sound bad

but even though it tastes good I don't eat it..

but this cookies were so good I have had

like four.

And I did some school.. watched a movie.

That, peoples was my day.

Tomorrow will probably be more of the same..

Except, I start work again tomorrow.

It is kind of freaking me out but I am sure I'll do fine.

Let's talk art.

So, first I have this funny story from camp.
The last week I was there I was assigned to be the teacher person for the drawing class. I was in shock after hearing this because if you know me at all you know I cannot draw/paint/be artsy in that way at all but never the less the director put me on it anyway.

I was pretty mad but what could I do. So my drawing class consisted of me telling the kids that they knew more about what they were doing than I did so they could just freestyle, and then I would blast disney music for the rest of the time. Some of them like the whole not having to do anything..some didn't. I didn't really care.

So anyway(this is leading somewhere I assure you) even though I am talented in that area I am somewhat okay in the area of crafts more like making cards and decorating..but the annoying part is it comes and goes. It frusterates me.
But it was one of those days today so I redid my room..noooo not that drastic but I did make some changes. I did take down all the 'POTC' and Avril Lavigne posters.

That is basically what I did today..I did do a wee bit of school.

Here's some pictures of what I did. This is the start of a project..I just didn't have the supplies to do anything more.

Hi, my name is Haelle(Name has been changed to protect little innocent me from all the creepers who could be reading this..you know who you are.)
And this is my last year of mandatory schooling. Now really that should make me happy I mean nine more months then I'm out, free to do whatever I want. But the reality of the situation is..it scares me.

There is no way I want to be out in the real world fending for myself having to make grown up decisions. Heck, I have no idea what I want to do with my life. I am literaly freaking out like all the time thinking about these things..yes I know I still have a ways to go but if you don't know me then I'll clue you in on a secret.

I am a worrier. Yes I will admit to it. Those little things that you never think about? I worry about them. Also, I get embarassed real easy but we don't need to go into that. Hmmm, I just lost my train of thought..I don't even know where I'm going with this.

Enter into the picture: God. Let's go over the basics. God is the best thing that ever happened to me(Fruit Gushers came in second :). He has a way of making me forget everything that was worrying me before. I love that about him. At camp we had this part where we were supposed to think of what he is in our lives(Example:Savior, Father Ect.) first thing that came to mind was Friend. Unlike others who maybe judge at times..maybe not purposely but come on we are all humans here, he never looks at the outside or dwells on the stupid things we do but instead looks at our heart.

He knows me. He knows what I hide away from everybody and he is there to comfort me when nobody else can understand what I am going through. I love him...True story.
And so even though I don't know what I'm going to do with my life. I don't care I will leave that up to my father in heaven seeing as he's been planning this since wayyy before I was born.

And now I am going to post this before I can look back and think twice about what I said :P.