Sunday, December 30, 2007


I need to have more days like today.

Random. Trying new things. Very fun.

So today after church me Kelsey and Cade went to help some people from C+C move. But by the time we got there they had packed everything up. So we drove down to their new house to unload. But the people who were supposed to give them the keys weren't there so we waited. And waited. And then decided to go to lunch while we were waiting. So we went to Wendy's. And ate food. And then on the way back Cade was driving 4 people that were older than himself. It was funny they were all pretending to critique his driving skills. But it was slightly embarassing because our van is so messy.
When we got back the people still hadn't come so we decided to leave and we went to the airport. Yes we did some mighty strange things today. The reason we went is because Kelsey had never seen it before. And because Ryan Unger was going to be flying in. Ryan C. was there to pick him up but we sorta didn't tell him we were there. And every time he looked our way we would turn around so he wouldn't recognize us. It was fun. And we ate tic-tacs. And the Ryan U. came and we stood around for a while. And then we went to visit Angela at work! It was a new experiance because I have never been to Arby's. It looked..nice :). The reason we went to visit her because supposedly she was getting off at 4:30 and we wanted to go toStarbucks with her but no. She said she had changed to 6.
Hmm. So Cade andKelsey got this wierd idea in they're heads that we should go visit Grandparents.Wow. I have never done anything like that in my life. Our grandparents live on the same 'street'(it's not really a street butI forget the name) So first we went to Kelseys for a bit. We basically just stood around and talked. And we found out that they were going to Kelsey's house for dinner so we didn't really need to visit them. And then we went to ours. There we watched the Ending of 'Flicka'. But it's actually a good thing that we went because it turns out that we were supposed to have dinner on new years day but I work so I can't go. So at least I got to see them.
Then we went and dropped off Kelsey.
And then. We were almost home and. WE HIT A DEER! As soon as we did I phoned home so that Dad would come but there wasn't any damage to the van andwe couldn't find the deer so I told them to stay. But I want to go tomorrow and look around. Right after it happened we saw some other deer crossing the road so I think it might have been alive enough to keep going.
And that was all for my day.


Okay. You are going to have to imagine the pictures for me because it's too late in the night to ask somebody and I don't know how to work the timer button.

So, one day Hannah is flying along having a really fun time. Enjoying herself. (Insert picture of Hannah in a superman costume with a bouqet of flowers in one hand flying along)
Then all of the sudden...

(Insert picture, Hannah slumped against the tree that she just ran into. Spoiling her good mood. A headache starting that would probably last a few days.)

Friday, December 28, 2007

(p.s. it's too late to apoligize)

Lot's of thoughts going through my brain right now.

First. Hello you guys I would appreciate some comments once in a while. Okay and don't even bring up the fact that I don't comment. I just can't it's phsically impossible.
And if you really don't like it I will change from anonymous love notes to something else. I am just really happy I found out how to spell anonymous. Unless that's not how you spell it.

Okay. I have been feeling in the chatty mood right now. Like I want to talk and stuff with people so I am actually going out of my way to like email people. It's almost scary.

So me Cade and Sarah went over and hung out at Cassies house tonight.
It was really fun. Of course we didn't really do anything. Just prankcalled people and played redneck games. Before I went over I was a little worried that it would be awkward but it was okay.
And so since it was all the barnhartvale people we phoned Tim to see if he wanted to come. Cade explained that Tim didn't pick up the phone when he was alone and so Cassie left this hilarious message thinking he would be hearing it. But then we discovered that Tim's at homewood so yeah. If his parents are home they'll probably be wierded out. Of course Cassie didn't say her name. She didn't say Tim's name either. Anyway I am proabably confusing the whole matter up/

So I finished Gilmore Girls today. And it is actually quite sad because before when I finished one it was okay because there was always a season after but this time it's actually the end.

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

*Gasp* it's been four days!

So right now I am in the flighty blog mood.
Like I will talk about one thing for a bit and then move onto something else so a normal post has like 20 different topics.

And(I was thinking about this beforehand so don't laugh) I was like wishing I was good at writing so my posts didn't turn out like crap all the time and then I was like well it wouldn't be good because I wouldn't want a career in something like that(pardon to all you..writer type people out there.) But then I was like well maybe if I was good at that subject I would want to do it and so problem solved but then I was like well I have tons of talents right now..which I know I should be probably using but I don't see where they could work and everything and yeah.
So I am probably confusing you. I tend to do that. As since I don't write good it doesn't sound at all like I wanted it too. But I don't really know what I was trying to say in the first place.

Like Art. I seriously have a handi-cap when it comes that that drawing and painting stuff. Like I can see it in my mind how I want to do it and everything then I try and all fails. The only thing I could do was my sesame coloring book. I would outline the edges with marker and then fill in with crayons but then I lost the book. That was very sad. I cannot find it anywhere. I think it happened when we moved.

So, I am thinking about a lot of things right now.
And watching a lot of Gilmore Girls, I even got my mom hooked on it.
Which reminds me..the thinking part.
How is it that when you just want to sit and think about things you always have something to do. Or like always get woken up when you are having a good dream but the day you sleep in you have nothing at all. And when you just want to sit and think you have nothing to think about. It is really quite frusterating.

So maybe maybe maybe I might get my laptop this week. Of course the fact that I have not done my school is kind of in the way but I am going to try and convince the mother that she should buy it with boxing week sales so it is cheaper.
Which reminds me. A while ago I asked my mom if I could move the piano up to my room since nobody played it down there. I didn't really get a response and that was months ago but I think it was monday. Or maybe Sunday...My mom said totally out of the blue that if I could make a space for it in my room then we can move it up there.

And you might have noticed that I have not talked at all about christmas.
Well maybe it's better that way :). No, it was good.
Christmas eve: I worked. And it was different because all the staff were cleaning everything(yes this is very unusual) and it was so busy, I kept wanting to shout at all the people to go home and be with they're families. I got the 'privelidge' of sweeping and mopping the front area. And I actually got to put all of the chairs ontop of the tables like I see A&W doing all the time but I never had. Krystin said we would close the front of the store at four but we never did. I was disapointed because I wanted to laugh at the people when they tried the door and it was locked.
So clean clean clean. as it was starting to get close to 5 we got rid of all the food so when people cam through drivthru they're choices were limited to pretty much coffee. Well any drink. And then after five we cleaned some more. And then all the regular staff was waiting around while the managers did stuff. Because we were supposed to all leave at the same time for safety reasons.

Finally at 5:30 Kyrstin asked Ken if I could leave since I had to be somewhere and I left. Straight to the church where I changed and practised up with the choir.
The service was good..I don't really like Dougs choice in music. Hello! The candle lit part is supposed to be to silent night or something not some song nobody ever heard so we can't sing along..or the wierd version of..I forget the name.

Anyway. When we got back home we were supposed to open one family present and be done. So we had already figured out the aunties presents 1.Chocolates and boardgame 2.Chocolates and boardgame 3. Chocolates(we even figured out what kind) and then we finally opened it next morning it revealed a giftcard to the white spot.
So we opened A. C. first *Note we got so many boxes of chocolates it was astounding*
It was pot of gold and Are you smarter than a fifth grader. Well we didn't really feel like playing that game so we convinced my mom we should open another one.
Next A. J. This time a Lindt box of chocolate and this 1 vs.100 which actually it turns out is another tv game show. Well we didn't really want to play that one either but we did anyways *Note Why does Christmas have to have so much chocolate when I don't like it?* And then we played AYSTAFG.
So after that Dad Sean and Noah went to bed but Cade started to try and guess his present from Behn by feeling it. He couldn't guess so I was like hey i'll try so he handed it over and I am feeling it and all then all of the sudden I'm like wait a moment I already know what it is I saw it at Behn's house. It was pretty funny.
And then Matt Me and Mom opened ours from Behn. Mine was Gilmore Girls 7 which is the best present ever because I have not watched this season yet and I have been waiting to long. So my last48 hours have been full of it. So after watching to episodes I decided I would sleep.

Christmas Day: SO every year I am so excited I cannot sleep all night. And I wake up every ten minutes check the clock go back to sleep. GUESS WHAT! it didn't happen this year. Maybe the fact that I went to bed at like 1:30 had something to do with it. Sean and Noah Woke me up. They had the nerve to do it before 7 like hello why am I going to get up when I know I am going to have to wait anyway.
My hair was really puffy because I had left my hair up the night before thinking that maybe it would stay up so that I wouldn't have to do my hair. Wrong. It was everywhere but okay.
We opened presents.
Yes I am skipping over that without giving detail.
Then there was that hmm we;ve opened presents what am I supposed to do until three when my cousins get here. I spent most of that time watching Gilmore girls :).
So much time in fact that my mom came down and told my that my cousins had been there for 45 minutes and I hadn't realized it.
So I went up.
I ate nuts and drank punch. There is always that awkward part with cousins that upi haven't seen before in a while. You barely like talk and then all of the sudden your talking and smiling..maybe.
Then we had food and we went down to watch POTC 3 which I kept falling asleep in and I kept wanting to go over to Mathews bed because it was close and I didn't want to go upstairs and accidently get into a conversation when all I wanted to do was sleep so I just closed my eyes where I was in the VERY uncomfortable posistion.
And when they had left I went and crawled into bed at 6 it was only supposed to be a nap but I was really tired. But I slept with my contacts in. :(.
And then today was watching Gilmore girls and eating left overs I really need to go to bed so sorry for speeding off but Bye.
PS. I was thinking about the fact that I have terrible titles for my posts. I can never think something good up.

Saturday, December 22, 2007

Please pardon the lack of clothing on the lady.
Your Weight is Ideal

Your BMI is 18.7 - a healthy BMI falls between 18.5 and 25

Congratulations, you are the perfect weight for your height.
Even though you may not be entirely happy with your weight, you are healthy.
So gain or lose a few pounds if you want, but don't go too crazy!

Don't agree? Blame the government standards we based this test on!

I have always wanted green eyes..and purple ones too.
Your Eyes Should Be Green

Your eyes reflect: Striking attractiveness and danger

What's hidden behind your eyes: A vivid inner world

You Belong in Spring

Optimistic, lively, and almost always happy with the world...
You can truly appreciate the blooming nature of spring.
Whether you're planting flowers or dyeing Easter eggs, spring is definitely your season!

Hmm, I've never tried this one.
Caffe Vanilla Frappuccino

Smooth and sweet, you fit in to almost any crowd. No one would suspect you of being a coffee tweaker!

Friday, December 21, 2007


Hmph. I am thinking I should probably do some christmas baking.
But I don't feel like it.
We don't usually do any.

So depspite the fact that I have been planning and buying gifts for the past month I still need to get some.

I have been really paring down on the blogs I read. Because awhile ago I stopped reading blogs because it was such a big job and it would take me forever. So now I have really cut back. Don't worry, if you are reading this you are still on the list. Unless I didn't know about your blog in the first place.

So my brother Matthew has decided to go to Ireland for a while. To 'see the sites' but I think he has other motives. :). So he's going to go for like 8 weeks I think. Starting in February.

Yesterday my mom took Spenser to the SPCA. It was the right thing to do seeing as she wasn't getting much attention here.
But I really want a cat named Merlin now.

Thursday, December 20, 2007


1. What did you do in 2007 that you’d never done before?
I went on a plane.

2. Did you keep your New Year’s resolutions?
I think my resolution was to not have any so in that I case I didn't keep it because that in itself is one.

3. What countries did you visit?
Well. 2.

4. What would you like to have in 2008 that you lacked in 2007?
..nice things..:P.

5. What dates from 2007 will remain etched upon your memory, and why?
I have the worst memory ever. I can't really think of anything,

6. What was your biggest achievement of the year?
Getting a grade done in like 3 1/2 months,

7. What was your biggest failure?
..Let's think happy thoughts. Not bad ones.

8. Did you suffer illness or injury?
Well nothing really bad but I guess I had a cold a couple times.

9. What was the best thing you bought?
My bed. Or my sweatpants.

10. Whose behavior merited celebration?

11. Whose behavior made you appalled and depressed?
Coughcough. See this thing isn't working out because I won't tell you any of the good stuff.

12. Where did most of your money go?

13. What song will always remind you of 2007?
We might as well be strangers by Keane.
Or the one I wrote.

14. Compared to this time last year, are you:
a) Happier or sadder? Definetly Sadder
b) Thinner or fatter? Well..fatter but that's a good thing right?
c) Richer or poorer? Well at this moment I am not richer but I think overall I am.

15. What do you wish you’d done more of?
Musical activities

16. What do you wish you’d done less of?
Lazing around

17. How did you spend Christmas?
With my Family. Like every year.

18. Did you fall in love in 2007?

19. How many one-night stands?

20. What was your favorite TV program?
Gilmore Girls/Lost.

21. Do you hate anyone now that you didn’t hate this time last year?
..hate is a harsh word. Maybe dislike.

22. What was the best book you read?
..your crazy if you think I can remember all o' them.

23. What was your greatest musical discovery?
*Shrug* ?

24. What did you want and get?
A bass

25. What did you want and not get?
A keyboard. Well I guess I have some time left for that to happen

26. What was your favorite film of this year?

27. What did you do on your birthday, and how old were you?
I went to my old house and had a harvest party!! 15

28. What one thing would have made your year immeasurably more satisfying?
Well, if the goverment had decided that I was capable of driving perfectly so they let me get my license early.

29. How would you describe your personal fashion concept in 2007?
Wearing a variety of colours :).

30. What kept you sane?
Um. My therapist.

31. Which celebrity/public figure did you fancy the most?
Johnny Depp if he was Jack Sparrow all the time.

32. What political issue stirred you the most?
What does political mean? jk. I try not to worry about things such as those.

33. Who did you miss?
Nicole. Somebody from work.

34. Who is the best new person you met?
Well, Brandon maybe.

35. Tell us some valuable life lessons you learned in 2007.
Listen to my gut. Don’t let stupid crap ruin a friendship. Don’t date a pedophile, even if he does have a pool....(this isn't actually my answer. But it works okay.)

36. Quote a song lyric that sums up your year.
Slowing down I look around and I am so amazed
I think about the little things that make life great


For some reason I am not feeling right.
The things that should make me feel better are almost having the opposite effect.
I don't really know how to fix this problem because I don't know what's happening in the first place.
It almost feels like this 'season' of my life is ending and I should be moving on but I don't really know how when I am stuck here.
The only things I can think of now thatI might need to get rid of are the things that make me happyier.

Christmas definetly is not helping. I think it's the whole planning all the gifts this year. It's not as easy as it looks. Over thirty gifts that I have planned gotten or will get..need to wrap them and hope they are what people wanted that's the hardest part.

I thought going away was going to do the trick. But.

Okay I promise a happy post for next time.
Maybe like a nonsense one.

Monday, December 17, 2007


I am really tired right now which is pretty surprising because I went to bed yesterday at 6 and then woke up at eight and I had a nap today. And I slept on the way home from Kelowna.

Yes, my trip. Well it was good and bad.
And that's all I have to say.
I am really good at talking to people about stuff.
It makes my mom mad.
She says if I keep it all inside then I will get cancer or something.

Yeah. I have decided I pretty much hate christmas.
Well. Not the real reason. But most of the time the real reason gets covered up and people forget about it.

I just did a 30 hour famine. Well not technically 30 hours because somewhere in there I ate two mini peachrings. So twenty four.

I need to do my school. But I keep putting it off. I am so close too. Hm.
Oh yeah I decided I hate cell phones too.

Anyway I should before I start disliking things like ..Spaghetti. Mmm that one is still on my good list.

Thursday, December 13, 2007


So 30 posts back I reached the 100 posts mark.
I was going to blog about it but I was in Mexico.

I wish I was very tech-savvy because then I could make my own personalized blog rather than have to pick something I like out of their list. Although they are okay.

So. I have to raise 1,000 dollars for Haiti. It will probably be easy but..I am a little concerned. My mom said just find 4 generous sponser people who will donate 250 each. I would be very happy if that actually happened.

So. Apparently I am going to camp tomorrow. But all the details seem to be up in the air flying around having a good time while I don't know what is happening at all.
I am supposed to greyhound it down to Kelowna and then someone(not sure who) will pick me up and drive me to camp and then my dad? will pick me up on Sunday.
Yeah. It confuses me. But I do happen to get confused really easy.

I think I will use the time on the bus to try and do the last of my school. I am a long way from done. But I don't seem to be panicking. I am actualy not on real school hours anymore. I sleep in, do a little school, go on the computer ect. It's almost better this way because I feel better after the breaks and will do more.
Whereas if I did all my school at once I would get mad or start panicking.

But I can almost taste my lap-top. I can't wait. I think I am going to go on Boxing day. But I really should research different types.

My grama's Birthday was yesterday.

I am running out of blogging steam.

Just wanted to let you know I am still alive.


P.S. I have been watching a lot of the cooking channel.

Tuesday, December 11, 2007

Maybe shopping isn't my favorite..

I was reading Rebekah's Blog about jeans.
And then I was going to comment but it was getting slightly long so here is your comment.

Wow a woman after my own heart.
I have had this pair of jeans for like 2 years and it's my only pair so I knew I would need to get another and I started thinking about it like..6 months ago. But really going into a store and looking at all the different sizes and shapes and everything just overwhelmed me so that every time I went in to 'jean shop' I would basically glance over at that section and go in a different direction.
And I have never even shopped the in the 20's pair right now is 14 girls section. So I didn't know where to start.
Finally a couple days ago(when I was supposed to be christmas shopping) I started looking through some jeans and I was like what the heck I will try these on. I didn't know what size so I took a 24 and a 26..AAAAAHH I never knew I was that fat!! I didn't fit into either one of them!
So I just left. Enough jean shopping for one day..
Next time I will go to the fat section :).
You Are a Caramel Crunch Donut

You're a complex creature, and you're guilty of complicating things for fun.
You've been known to sit around pondering the meaning of life...
Or at times, pondering the meaning of your doughnut.
To frost or not to frost? To fill or not to fill? These are your eternal questions. the second part of the first sentence I nearly burst out laughing.
How did they know :).
So apart from the Caramel Crunch part they got it right.

Monday, December 10, 2007


So this is a first.
Staying home from church with the reason not being Sickness or awayness or any of that.
But I do not like to dwell on nonhappy things.

Exactly 2 weeks until Christmas Eve.
I haven't really gotten any presents.
I should probably do that.

And my mom's birthday is on the 16th.
But the problem is I am away until like 4-5 and then she is going out to my dad's work thing at 7 so I basically won't see her.

And school.
That makes me depressed.
I really should smarten up and get it all finished but I am slacking off.
Not a good thing.

Saturday, December 8, 2007


It has been so nice not posting.
Though I have not forgotten about blogging.
Quite the contrary, every time I look around I see something I could blog about.
But this is all for now.
I am enjoying my break immensely.

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