Snow Camp 08

Well.
To be honest.
I didn't like it.
Which is most peoples reply.

And usually when I say something like that there is some good qualities but they are overshadowed, but this time.

Nope.

Which is wierd.
And it seemed that I was happy the whole time.
But I have learned it is better pretending to be happy.
Probably wreaking havoc on my mental self in a terrible way.

But sometimes pretending to be happy makes me feel better.
Somehow.

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So on Wednesday, Ryan had us think about the best time in this past year. I think it was time. Maybe thing.
But I drew a total blank.
There were small things but nothing big that stuck out.

Some people said camp. But as most of you know camp was up and down for me so I didn't want to say that.

It pretty much made me feel worse thinking about it. And then I kept thinking like the whole next day, trying to find something.

Maybe work. Sometimes it's a pain but on the whole I enjoy it and I have made a lot of friends. Its kind of of good thing having friends that don't go to youth.
I don't really want to explain that.

Then I started thinking about this one day at camp.
Some of the work crew went up to 'clean up' the pool area.
Well it started as cleaning but pretty soon we had all been pushed into the water and we were splashing and having contests to see who could be the best penguin.
And had had fun. I was happy the whole time.
It was funny because everybody else was in chapel and then we were playing in the pool.
Anyway.
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My mom bought a new mouse today. It works good.
It seems to almost make the computer run faster, or maybe it's all in my head.

And I made butter tarts. I have never before so it's a new experiance.
Since I don't like raisins I made some special non-raisins ones just for me.
They have been eaten already.

I'm thinking about changing back to my green.
Orange is nice but. Green is nicer.

My day.

I really need to get one of those things that you talk into them and then the words come out on the screen because that would be so much easier for my rants.
Today I woke up early and cleaned. I actually slept on the floor last night so I wouldn't mess up the bed.
We had our teen club thing,I don't know what to call it, and we had food.
I made these delicious cupcakes, they were so good I actually had two. That is good since I don't usually even eat my baking. And we went for a hike.
And after the peoples left I just sat around. And then sorta watched some of Bad news bears with Matthew but that movie is soooo bad..so much swearing.
And then me and Behn went to mcdonalds because Behn was too afraid to go up to our kitchen while our guests were over.
We did our youth activity. I don't really want to go into detail with that..I mean it was fun but now it's really late and I just want to get this done quick :).
Then after we were like( me and Behn) let's go to mcdonalds again so we did. And I saw some friends from work there.
And yeah. Tomorrow is the youth music thing. And a show thing that my guitar teacher is in so I will probably go.
I also get my avon tomorrow. But there was one eyeshadow thing that I have been waiting for and they forgot to send it so I will get it for free but I have to wait longer.
I am tired but my mom is sleeping in my room so I am sorta creeped out of going to bed.

Kamloops Vs. Kelowna

Today was a lazy day.
But I made apple crisp. I wasn't here when it came out of the oven but it looked good when it went in.
Me and Cade drove like everywhere downtown looking for a parking spot until I finally convinced him to look on the street of interior savings center to see if there was any there. There was. The game was okay. I just don't understand why they keep stopping and starting and pulling players off and putting new ones on and yeah. It was fun, I switch on and off from watching the game to doing my crossword puzzle. I always seemed to be doing my puzzle when something exciting happened. I hate that. But I had popcorn..that made me happy(Thank-you David).
And after we went to Denny's(Yeah I know, who goes to Denny's?) I actually didn't know that they were open til 2. I got a chicken salad and sampled Angela's oreo milkshake. It was really good.
Did I mention the blazers won 3-1? It was 3-0 until like the last minute.
And I learned some new hockey information.

Indescribable, uncontainable.

Tonight was so much fun lesse where it started.
Behn almost left for hockey without me..on purpose! The only reason I caught him sneaking off was because I knew he probably would :P. Then he sped down barnhartvale road in the truck sooo freaky.
So we got to the church and it was just Ryan C. there so him and Behn started setting up the board things to make the hockey rink area. But me and Ryan were talking about getting a cake for Kelsey since it is her birthday today. So after much talk me and Ryan went to Dairy queen and got a cake(It was so cute I wish I could have gotten a picture before we ate it.) and a dilly bar because we realized Kelsey couldn't eat half of the cake cause it's got wheat stuffs in it. Then we went back to the church but we had some pretty good conversations which is good because I never really have one on one conversations with him.
So back at the church all the guys played hockey and the girls sang and played piano then we went up to Alex's house to get her guitar and her mom made me laugh, her mom always makes me laugh, and came back and sang some more then we had the cake which was so good I love icecream cake. Ooo I forgot to say I hung out with Andrea pastoor for the first time in forever and she made me laugh so much.
Anyway we just like stood outside the church for a while after that, talking until somebody came up with the idea of going to starbucks so we went there. Ryan spilled his coffee all over they're cute little display thing. And there was this cute guy over in the corner, sigh he was drinking coffee and listening to music and reading a book, perfect, but then he just walked away while I stared longingly after him.
Me and Alex had a couple 'walks' and talked except it was freezing cold out so we didn't really stay out long. And then we went to Blockbuster where Andrew ws renting a movie and we saw Justin. Andrew and Alex were wierd so he didn't talk long. Then we went back to a&w andtalked and finally we crammed into kelseys car and drove home. And Alex wrote me a note(I feel special).
And that was my night. It was a lot more fun than it sounds...oooo and I saw Nadine TOO I was excited and I had some of Nadines chubby chicken burger that was really good. Yeah I'm done now.