Can you say 'Thunderstorm'?

Well the weather is not looking good at this point.
It has been raining all day and just recently it started thundering really close to here like...2 miles away if that counting thing actually works..I dunno.
So, This next camp starts tomorrow and it is TEEN CAMP. Funny thing is I am a junior leader and these kids are aged 13-16 so I am hoping the campers will think that I am older than I look.

I don't really have anything to say...Just wanted to pop in and check on everything.

FIVE MINUTES LATER!

So I didn't have a story then but I have one now. How quickly things change.

So after I wrote that and everything I needed to go the bathroom..and they are downstairs and I didn't want to go all the way down there(I know..lazy me.) So I decided that I would go in the cooks bathroom which is offlimits..long story short...
Its an old door that has a key for it on the inside...I locked it..took the key out...after couldn't get it to unlock the door again..really scared as there is only a tiny window that backs out onto nothing..
Yeah temporary Panic but then I tried to calm down and I got it after a few tries..
Wheeeewwww that scared me so bad.

Boy Band Version:

So, since I am just a bit behind..I bought two! Apparently they are both self-titled, such a stupid idea.
To tell you the truth I have downloaded the Boy like Girls cd only because I couldn't find it for the longest time. And that is the truth. Kris didn't believe me when I said I would buy it in the end but I proved him wrong.
So yes the BLG is really good. Top 3:The Great Escape,Hero/Herione, 5Minutes to Midnight.
Simple Plan...this CD was bought because..it was there and I do like there music usually.
Top 1: When I'm gone. But as I was skipping yesterday I liked what I heard so it should be a worthy purchase.

Bleh..

So I get home. Go to youth.
Have fun with Kelsey.
Next morning wake up to go throw up my stomach. Yes I know not too pleasant.
So all today I have felt pretty sick. But regardless I went to the mall..got some new flipflops since my pair right now are positively disgusting. Walked down to Walmart where my mom was..the walking was a bad idea. Got 2 new cds but I think I have lost track of my new years resolution.
Came home did some laundry, watched family channel for the first time in a long while..and basically hung out.

Tomorrow I don't have much planned and then I leave again..Fun Fun.

Paynet(the t is silent)

So actuualy compared to spring break this summer has been really easy.
My girls have been good almost all the time.
And yeah.
I do have a break..I can't really remember when..from like next wednesday so sometime after that I can't remember so yeah I will come home.
It's funny cause I started out in the beginning waking up at like 5:30 and then I decided that no there really no point to that so now I just wake up at 6:30.
Oooo and...so as soon as I got here like a weeks and a half ago. I got a cold..I know it sucked and so I had that all happen and then something else happened..and then on sunday I wake up...and tada I have pink eye. So I was like all ready to go home and they said I didn't have to that I was still in a cabin..Umm excuse me Pink eye is really contagious. But anyway so yeah I am glad I didn't go since this week has been really fun.
So that's it for now.
I will see you soon.
Unless you are a stranger.
And you live in Alaska.
All right bye.
Oh yeah..you guys have to keep blogging because I need some source of the outside world.

Camp. Is. An. Experiance.
So yeah I don't want to talk about now.
Since there is not much time. And this internet cuts out so quick.
So I'm alive.
Just barely 'cause I am sick but you know I will survive.
So Cha Email me cause my inbox is looking a little lonely these days.

I'm back!

So yeah, I decided I am not going to write about Haiti.
If you want to know, ask me.
Mwuahaha I feel so evil. I don't care if I am not going to be around for you to ask me. If you really want to know it can wait until I get back.
Which brings me to the next item on the list.
I am leaving around 8 tomorrow morning. For camp. I don't really know when I will be back..probably not 'til sept. but you never know. I could come back on a weekend sometime.

So yeah if I get the chance I will post at camp.

..You could write me a letter but..no. At camp if you get a letter you have to do a crazy stunt for it. I have bobbed for apples and eaten chocolate covered marshmellow candy dipped in mustard and ketchup before.
So if you go to the trouble of finding the address and everything then you are allowed to write me. Just don't put my name on the envelope. Put 'Tink'.

So yes. It's going to be pretty crazy. I am super excited, but I will miss y'all.

Keep Blogging. I'll just have to have a reading blogs fest when I get home.

Friday Fun!

So today has been pretty good.
Well, the first bit was really bad. There is someone who really annoys me at work. And yeah it was getting me down but thankfully it was only for a little while.

Then Nadine picked me up and we went and cut my hair!!!!!!!!! Whoot..Well it is a change. And I haven't had my hair cut in so long so I was a little scared, but it turned out really good.

So, she dropped me off at the bank and I got my american money for the trip. And I started walking to Tim Hortons\Arby's. A little over half way Behn pulled up beside me. Turns out he had been on the highway going to the grocery store but since he is such a nice brother he came
back and drove me the rest of the way. Which is good because it was stinking hot.

Ooo another story. It starts a while back....SOOOOOO like over a month ago...more like threee...I really have no idea. I was at thrifties and I see this cool shirt but I have so many clothes I decided not to get it...well I regretted it so the next time I went back I was prepared to get it but it was not there. AWWWW, Next part of the story. Today Amanda(So sad it was my last day working with her..and prolly seeing her too.) Was wearing the shirt. So jokingly I asked her if I could have it. And she said yes. So we traded shirts.

Now I wearing it and it smells of perfume which is wierd cause I don't wear perfume but it is nice.

Anything else to report?....I like Silken and Kandace's laptop..esp. the keyboard of it. I heart Laptop keyboards.

Okay. So when I get home I will..put the before and after pictures up.

One Final Post.

Well, I don't really know if it is but I just want to say that in case I don't do another one before I leave.


So this is called live blogging people..posting while the event is happening. In this case:Silkens Birthday party.
It has been fun so far, I actually got to eat a hamburger(Inside joke.)
Yes good food is the highlight of any party.

Anyway, I have been absent for the last little while. Not really my fault. I kind of forgot about blogging for a bit. Maybe because I have been working my butt off, but I don't want to talk about work right now.

Last night was the youth grad dinner. It was as I suspected it would be, but the real fun part was when me and Kelsey when for coffee after..I always have such a good time with her.

Yeah , I can't really gather my head enough right now to write decently but I figured it was time for an update.

Today was my Saturday. I slept in til 9:45 which is the first time for me to sleep in for at least 3 weeks now..CRAZY.

And even though I should have done school I just cleaned my room and started packing for both camp and haiti.

DOODEEDOODEE...can't think of anything else.

:(

I am so glad I only have 25 days left until camp.
..And only 7 more days of work. I am so ready to be done.
Today I sort of broke down..and was crying all over the place.
And I had to clean bathrooms which just made it all the worst.

My 4th Child.

Hannah's Brilliant weekend..

*The weekend begins with Hannah's parents and two brothers leaving for Vancouver for the weekend, and a couple hours later Cade leaving for band practise.*
Okay so, I was feeling pumped about cleaning so I started cleaning the house. I thought for once I could actually see what it's like to clean the house and have it stay clean for more than 5 minutes but as much as I wanted to see that dream come true I got distracted with other things. Good things of course. Well, for one I made some cookies for the spaghetti dinner. And watched the family channel..but it was educational..not.

But one thing nobody really knows about me is: I HATE being in the house alone. There sort of is a reason but hah I am not going to tell you.
Anyway this time I decided not to do what I did last time(watch a scary movie, and before you ask me which one it was I will admit it wasn't really scary but I never watch these types of movies so it was creeping me out.. 'Angels Fall')

So I made sure all doors were locked. And then because I was going to be downstairs and I probably wouldn't hear Cade knocking I made a sign to put on the upstairs door.
"If you are Cade or Friends/Family go to the downstairs door and knock real loud. If you are a murderer/rapist/robber: I have weapons."

9...10..11...Cade still wasn't home I was getting scared and then I heard some knocking...and I slowly peered around the corner and...it was Cade. I don't really know what I would have done if it was anybody else.

So that pretty much concludes Thursday.

FRIDAY: Woke up at Six, had a shower got ready went to work..
Work was usual if I remember correctly. But it was that part after that was not the best. So Phyllis*manager* had a gift basket for me(for spaghetti dinner) And I had my backpack and my purse both weighing tons(sidenote:I am a terrible packer I usually bring stuff I know I won't need but maybe just maybe..)
So I set off from Tim hortons..I could just feel peoples eyes on me. I looked pretty stupid. I had to stop at the bank which was embarrasing. The teller person is one of those ones who doesn't know my name but wants to be friendly so after I put my bank number in she looks at me information and starts calling me Hannah, personally I hate it when people do that, especially at work.

So by the time I get to the church I feel pretty gross and I have blisters on my feet from wearing my shoes improperly.
But I get put to work right away. And then the rest of the night is just moving along.
I don't really want to talk about that part. I shall just skip ahead. I got dropped off at Behns by Angela. Then I watched about 15 minutes of a Jackie chan movie before I decided to go to bed. I am telling you the truth when I say it took me half an hour to fall asleep because my body hurt so bad.

Woke up at six. since I didn't really have anything to do I just walked over at like 6:30 and had a bacon 'n egger from A&W for the first time. I kind of don't like it how they make those things with hamburger buns but after you got over that fact they are good.

Work was semi okay. Now that I have worked with older people during the week I feel as if all the school kids are really immature. Haha I know that is pretty funny. Anyway I had conversations with my manager Julie about dead babies and killing monkeys and the only downside really was my aching body.
But that got worse.

After work Matthew picked me up and we went grocery shopping so much fun. I heart coopers. It was interesting to see what Bachelors eat..it wasn't to far off from what I expected.
Went back to Behns house I watch tv for a bit. We went got some dinner. Dorve up to the theatre to see that the 7:15 showing of Kung Foo Panda was sold out so we(me Matt, Cade, Tim, Josh, Paul C., Paul A) hung out at Future shop..went to Walmart and bought a soccer ball and then played soccer for a little while..well they did. I just watched.

Then watched the 9:25 showing of previously said movie. It was pretty good.
then I was going to stay at Behns again but Cade didn't want to be alone in the house. So on the way home we were totally scaring ourselves so when we got home we inspected all the rooms and closets locked all doors closed all window hangings and then stayed downstairs the rest of the night. Of course it was mostly Cade.

Woke up the next morning but not to my alarm clock..I started panicking had I missed it? had I turned it off was I late..then I looked at the clock 5:40. Oh my goodness I get precious little sleep as it is and now I am wasting it.
Work day number 4: was terrible my back and knees and feet hurt so much that many times during the day I had to kneel to relieve the pain for a bit.

After work Cade picked me up and we went home and the parents were home!
Then I went to have a nap at like 4:30 and I woke up the next morning at six. Fun Fun. At least I felt rested. And monday was a real good day of work. I had so much fun.

After work I walked over to Arbys and did math while I waited for Cade to get off. Then I came home did random stuff and that people is the end of my weekend.

Too Tired.

I want to give you all the details of my weekend but I am too exausted right now(the fact that I am tired and I just had like 15 hours of sleep might tell you something about my weekend in itself.)
Maybe later today.

Believe them if you want..

A man named Charles Osborne had the hiccups for approximately sixty-nine years

Goldfish remember better in cold water than warm water.

You are more likely to be killed by a champagne cork than a poisonous spider!

J. Edgar Hoover liked to fire FBI agents whose palms were sweaty when shaking hands.

Bananas aren’t fruit! They are a type of herb.

On some Caribbean islands, the oysters can climb trees.

Flamingos can only eat with their heads upside down.

Under extreme stress, some octopuses will eat their own arms. ]

Napoleon constructed his battle plans in a sandbox.

In ancient China, people committed suicide by eating a pound of salt.

Termites eat wood twice as fast when listening to heavy metal music.

Cats make over 100 different vocal sounds; dogs can make about ten.

Apple seeds are poisonous!

Brad Pitt has been smoking since the sixth grade!

The giant squid has the largest eyes in the world.

Elephants are the only animals that can't jump.

More people in China speak English than in the United States.

Children are more allergic to cockroaches than they are to cats!

Going, going, going...

So, Today I have been going nonstop since..2:30.
I had my guitar lesson. Mom and mrs. Coulter were shopping for the silent auction on Friday so I went over to Mcdonalds and tried the new iced coffee's. One word: Don't. I don't even know I did since one of my customers at Timmies had told me they weren't good but I have to do everything for myself. Well it wasn't that bad but I don't think it will be a regular of mine.

Then we went to the coulters house to arrange baskets.

Came home. Made supper. It was actually pretty good. Chicken Caeser Salad and potatoes, and they both counted for school. Then we found out that our insurance guy was coming over and my mom was doing nothing to clean the house so I took it upon myself. I didn't want to be embarassed. So I cleaned like a mad women. Then after he left I cleaned some more. Now the downstairs actually looks presentable.

Now I need to go do laundry, clean my room, get ready for tomorrow and about a billion other things.

Well, so, hmm,
Since I am going to Haiti and camp this summer I booked the whole two months off work. Which means no pay coming in, which means no money to pay for all the food I will need to buy on the weekends if I stay at camp. And various other things so I did the only thing I could do, request more hours at work.
So now I am working 30 hours a week. It is pretty crazy. And the confusing part is it is all different shifts not the regular 9-2 or whatever.
I started this today. Had to work at 8:30...my mom wakes me up at 6:30 AHHH
I was so tired when I got home I had a nap on my bed..they ate supper without me..my favorite, tacos..then I had a nap on the couch.. So I am hoping my body can get used to being woken up early or all the afternoons and evenings of the days I work will be useless.

At least I will be able to buy my acousic guitar.

Stupid lyrics won't straighten out.

So, I hate it how there are those songs that play on the radio for a while and I like them and all but then they aren't new and popular so they disappear and I forget about them.
That is my thought of the day.

Bad Day-Daniel Powter


Where is the moment we needed the most You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost They tell me your blue skies fade to grey They tell me your passion's gone away And I don't need no carryin' on You stand in the line just to hit a new low You're faking a smile with the coffee to go You tell me your life's been way off line You're falling to pieces everytime And I don't need no carryin' on Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day You had a bad day Well you need a blue sky holiday The point is they laugh at what you say And I don't need no carryin' on You had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day The camera don't lie You're coming back down and you really don't mind You had a bad day (Oh.. Holiday..) Sometimes the system goes on the blink And the whole thing turns out wrong You might not make it back and you know That you could be well oh that strong And I'm not wrong So where is the passion when you need it the most Oh you and I You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost Cause you had a bad day You're taking one down You sing a sad song just to turn it around You say you don't know You tell me don't lie You work at a smile and you go for a ride You had a bad day You've seen what you like And how does it feel for one more time You had a bad day You had a bad day Had a bad day Had a bad day Had a bad day Had a bad day Had a bad day

TILT

So I haven't done this in a while.
Two reasons.
1. Forgetfulness.
2. Usually when it comes around I am not in the mood for loving anything.

But here we go.

1.Crayola
2.Rain
3.Random

Yup thats about it. Or at least are the biggest ones popping out at me right now.

Need kickboxing lessons.

So I bought some books on the way to Herald park on Thursday just in case things were slow.
The one I started first was a murder mystery about a pedophile.
So I gradually read it over the weekend finishing just after I got home on Sunday afternoon.
Okay second part. Since I had been constantly eating the whole weekend I felt very fat and I needed to do something physical so while my mom was at her bible study on Sunday night I went for my usual Tim Hortons walk. Wow, I was so creeped out by everything on that walk. I mean I usually am a little paranoid, but that was times ten of what I usually feel.

When I got to Timmies I was healthy and got a buttered bun and only two timbits.

When I was telling this story to Kris at my lesson today he suggested I carry a pocket knife with me at all times. I think I like the kickboxing idea better.

Boys like Girls

'The Great Escape'
I am still addicted to this band.
And this song makes me smile everytime.

Manic Monday.

So yesterday was alright.
Church.
Bought a 25 dollar phone card since living without my cellphone was getting hard(I know I am sick).
Hung out at Juniper park for a while.
Went down and walked from Behns house to Timmy's and back..While I was there I got somebody to take my Thursday shift so I can go to Harold.
Then me and Matt went up to chapters where I bought a book for *Free*(Giftcard). Then I bought a mocha frappicino for *Free*(Ditto).
But I realized I am not one of those types who can go to Starbucks and read. It was so hard to concentrate with the music..and other people talking. And I kept checking the time sure that a while had passed and it would be like 3 minutes.
Anyways, then we(Me and Matt) went down to the theatre saw 'Prince Caspian'...and I got that free with my scene points too.
The movie was..well not that good. First of all they hardly followed the book. And way not enough fight scenes I mean come on.
Yes I could expand but I do not want to go into detail since there are still people who haven't seen it.
So this morning I got woken up and told the phone was for me.
It was Phyllis..asking if I would come into work at 1 instead of 4. Of course I said yes. But it will be my first 8 hour shift in a while.

Oh, Wow.

There is really no explanation to this day.
It started at eight..! Krystin phoned..and I agreed to work tonight. Wasn't the number one thing I wanted to do on a Friday night but I didn't have anything else planned..and the terrible thing about it is I would have cancelled my plans.

So then I was up and I couldn't fall asleep again so I did school. Made muffins.
Then had a long nap..Killing time basically.
Went to Timmy's picked up my check went to the bank..shoppers drug mart. I always have fun in shoppers. Then I walked back to Timmy's.

I don't want to go into all the terrible details of myterrible day but I will say I worked 6 and a half hours without sitting down..It was a freakshow. Since our store closes at 11:00 now everything has to be stocked and cleaned for closing. Before it wasn't a big deal cause night staff could do what we missed but now it is pressure all the time. The last two nights I worked I stayed at least 10-15 minutes late. CRAZY!

Now I go to work again tomorrow since I am so nice and took Darien's shift..AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHhhhh.

Okay enough ranting for today.

Belated C.D.O.T.M.

So I am a little late since this is Aprils edition but better late than never.

OK... So first C.D. Is Marie Digby-Unfold.
And I actually discovered her off of Youtube. I think I started by searching Umbrella then I went to Umbrella covers and found her. She actually has the cover on her CD.
Um. Yes not really sure about the music yet. It's mostly slow..relaxing stuff.

Number 2.
I just went into SoulSource yesterday for the first time. And since they are closing down all of the stuff is super cheap so I picked up this C.D. it was 4.99. I thought even if I don'tlike it it was super cheap so who cares..well when I went to pay for it it was only 2.80..Even Better!
So yes. Kristine Martin-Valley Deep. From what I have listened to so far it is very not me but the whole idea of this was to expand on my music so here I gooooo.

I promise you the May issue will be in May.

Over the halfway mark!

Well, I am officially less than 6 months away from getting my 'L'.
Which means I better start reading the book and practising.
Even though I don't really want to drive I know if I don't do it right away it will just make it longer to get the full license and everything.

And that's all I want to say right now.

It's amazing how you can be in an extremely good mood. Well, not extremely but close.
And then one little thing happens and even though I wish it wouldn't it justs puts me back to where I started.
(Breathe..don't cry.)

Friday Morning I was excited.

I went to E-free church and babysitted with Silken. That was fun, and I got paid.
Then me and Kandace went to 'Made of Honor'. We had been looking forward to it so it was a little disappointing when it wasn't how I thought it was going to be. But it was fun just doing something with Kandace since sometimes we can go weeks without hanging out.(Awww you better feel special Kandi!)
Then I had an adventure with the McIssacs where we drove here and there and everywhere(Slight exageration) trying to find Amanda and her friend.
So by that time(7:15ish) I was really tired and exasperated and a whole lot of other emotions.

When we got to the church I just was there for a short bit because me and Nadine left to go to Cade's show. That was good. I'm glad I went.
Got back and played DDR and did henna.

Then got a ride over to Behn's house with Rebekah and stood around outside while everybody tried to break into Cade's car because he had locked himself out.

Went home. Watched tv and talked to people on the computer just so I could prolong the time before I would have to go to bed and then leave the house the next day.
SATURDAY:
The Haiti meeting..went as planned?
Nothing really to report about that.
After me and Kelsey were going to go mothers day shopping but some events made me decide to go home. So mymom picked me up but she had to go to coopers. I was mad and sad(bad comination) and taking it out on my mom and I kind of realized that 'Wait tomorrow is mothers day. The day to honor my mother..it's not really good to be getting in fights just cause I'm not having a good day. So while she was in coopers I decided to ask her to drive back to the church so I could go with Kelsey. (Funny side note. We went by the flower section in coopers and she commented how pretty the pink lilies were..So I bought them for her later when I was with Kelsey.)


Spending time with Kelsey can make me feel better no matter what mood I'm in so that was one of the reasons I went back. To start off we went to SWISS PASTRY TO SEE NADINE!! So much fun. I had never been there before so it was cool to see what they had and well to be honest the service wasn't the best. My waitress ate some of my drink, patted my head(!) and listened in on our conversation...haha Love you Nadine.

Then we pretended to be sophisticated and tried to shop downtown but didn't turn out so well.
Wal-mart was next where we picked out some garden flowers for Mama Baerg and then Coopers and my house.

On the way to my house we were trying to figure out how to get the flowers in without my mom seeing them. We got pretty into it. But turned out we didn't need a plan cause my mom wasn't home.

So with flowers safely in my closet with the door shut I bid Kelsey farewell.

SUNDAY:
Nooowait back up
SATURDAY AFTERNOON:
I made the card and coached Noah and Sean to say "Happy Mothers Day Mom I love you" and made everyone sign the card.
SUNDAY:
Okay, so even though I had it drilled through my brain and my brothers I forgot to do the speach for my mom when she woke me up..of course I was half asleep so you can't really blame me.
But Sean and Noah did alright even though S. did skip out on the I love you part.
Then when she wasn't looking I sneaked the chocolates and flowers onto the deck and the rest is history..haha.
Church=The best thing ever... I LOVE it when mrs. Hayes talks.
Lunch @ WhiteSpot=Sort of wierd but very good bonding time...and lots of memories were talked about.

Afternoon @ Grama's=Good since I get to hear all the latest news about..basically everything.

Walk while my mom was in her bible study thing=I am so paranoid. I kept thinking that the people walking/biking behind me are really rapists/murderers..

Walked to Timmies. Cleaned up the storefront since it was gross. Spent a lot on food. Went back to the church...waited for my mom. Almost got home before we remembered we had to pick up the boys at Behn's house.
Came home watched Tv..
YOU ARE NOW OFFICAILLY CAUGHT UP.
EXCEPT....I am not going to tell you what upset me just now. But it wasn't that big so.

I work tomorrow.
Tuesday I hopefully get Merlin.

AAAHHHHH!

To say I am panicking would be an understatement.
38 days.
Until I should be done grade 11 but I tell ya the math situation is not going so well right now.
38 days until my summer starts and I am busy for two months straight.
38 days until I am supposed to have raised 2000 dollars in order to go to Haiti.
38 days until my last summer as a high school student.

So I am having to re-evaluate how I spend my days putting school at the top.
And examining where my money goes..since I have to save uppppppp tons so that I can make it though the summer.

WHeeeww so much fun.

Attacked.

Well, today, did not go so well.
I moved onto a new term in school which is good because there are some things I actually want to do.
Then I went to my grama's house to clean cupboards again. It did go quicker than last time but still.
Then I went to work. I knew it wasn't going to be the best of days since I don't really get along with the people that were there but..when I was on my break..at like 7:30 somehow the two boys got started talking about how I was a Christian and all that..
I'm not going to get into detail...partly because just last week I signed a paper which said I can't badmouth anybody at work on the internet. But they were really mean..and part of me wanted to like argue with them but I knew I would probably start crying if I did, and they would ignore it anyway.
So I just ignored them instead and talked to God in my head. It did make me feel better which reassured me since lately I have been feeling..questioning? I don't know. Not doubting..that's the wierd part. I never doubt that there is no God, it's just usually I feel that I am unworthy and I won't go to heaven.
It's confusing I know.

Ahhh.
It feels so good to not post.
Even though I have tons of stuff I could write about, I am not.
It's as simple as that.

TILT

1.Chicken Clubs.
2.Clean rooms
3.Butter Tarts.
4.Grocery Stores.
5.The Library.
6.My friends from work
7.Scramble when I win.
8.Having my cellphone back.

One of those..bad hair days.

Just to let you know I did this on purpose.
Well I was bored and my hair was not co-operating so I taught it a lesson.
The other two are just me being silly while I waited for Cade to fix the internet.
I hope the first one turns out okay. It was really dark on my screen.

5 down, 1 to go.

I got more shots today.
Wow, I really hate getting shots.
And I could actually feel them going in this time.

But that wasn't the scary part..reading this was..


Anyway yesterday was jam packed.(note:not actually packed with jam).
I woke up at 7 had a shower got ready. I was really quick but we were late because of Cade.
So Church then after was the Chili lunch..and hair shaving. It was really gross, I never want to experiance that again.
And during the lunch and for like and hour after we were trying to figure out how everything was going to work for our trip down to Kelowna..that was very confusing.
But somehow we(they) managed to figure it out.

So we(Me, Cade and Cassie) went to VV2 to wait for Justin to be done work. After which we went to my grama's house exchanged vehicles with Behn. Wen...yeah this is all very boring so I'll just say we went to Kelowna. Watched a Starfield concert there. Came home and had some very interesting adventures on the way.

Since I usually forget that I have a camera in my purse there are no pictures from the concert but I did take two pictures on the way there.

And that was Sunday.

PICTURES

TILT

1. My blue pajama pants. They are so soft and cuddly

2.Coke bottle candies

3.Lonely by Akon

4.Pictures

5.Making cake mixes

Sort of short today.

But hey I'm not in the loving mood.

Just joking.

Nothing popped out at me this week.

Happy Birthday Noah!

Okay before you start asking me....Yes his birthday is April 11. but I got distracted and I couldn't find the camera cord so here it is only 13 days late.
The big number 8!

....

MY BROTHER IS COMING HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And Lost starts up again.
And I don't have to work.
Good things come in three's.

The World's Shortest Fairy Tale

Once upon a time, a girl asked a guy "Will you marry me?"
The guy said, "No"
and the girl lived happily ever after and went shopping, dancing,
always had a clean house, never had to cook and farted whenever she wanted.
The end.
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So today very randomly I decided that I don't want my email address anymore. So I have been changing everything over to haelle_@hotmail.com , which I had already had but I have never really used it.
Now my brain really hurts from all the changing, switching ect. that I have been doing.

I've had 18 blonde moments..

18 or lower means you’re not stupid.
[ x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. ( XD no idea how it happened)
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ]You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
total= 3
[x] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ]You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ]You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[x ] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice
[ x] You just looked at it.
[ ]Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[ ]People have called you slow.(..I don't think so.)
total so far=9
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire(the toaster oven.)
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling. (When I've been asleep)
[x] You’ve fallen asleep in class
[ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh.
[ ] You just laughed.
total so far=12
[ x] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[ x] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you
[ ]You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[ x]You use your fingers to do simple math.
total so far=15
[ ]You have eaten a bug.
[x ]You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it
[ x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket
total so far=17
[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t even when you know it won’t happen to you.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[ ] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused
[ x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[ ] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
total so far=18

Allright. It's been...1.2.3ish days since I posted.
I don't really want to talk about this weekend.
Now I have to go to bed.

Fun Fun.

TILT

Wow so I was re-reading my last post and I remembered it Thursday!!

1.Chocolate(well usually I hate it but right now I have a slight crush on it.)
2.Gold Sparkly Gel Pens
3.World history.(Interestingly enough I have always enjoyed it.)
4.Harmony. Of the music variety
5.Tim Hortons food.
6.Long, dangly earrings
7.Talking to Brandon.
8.Listening to adventures in oddysey =P
9.My guitar lessons
10.Family Channel more specifically Life with Derek.

Apparently I like getting stabbed with needles.

So here is my big surprise that I talked about in TILT.
Tada!!!! This isn't my actual one because I cannot find the camera cord..more like Behn stole it..anyway. I went and got it done Tuesday. Such a wierd experiance but I am totally ready for more :P.

In other news. I got two shots yesterday. First time since I was like six so I didn't really know what it was going to be like. Everybody else said it hurt so bad so I was scared but then it didn't even pinch. And now it's just sore.

Today I work.

Tomorrow I go to KELOWNA!
I have been waiting for this for so long. Going to the homeschool convention. And after to the mall. Although the kelowna mall doesn't really have a thrill for me anymore.

So I will be gone until Saturday evening.

That's all I have to say.

Thunder

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

In order.

But I am not going to tell you what is for what.

1.Tired
2.Excited
3.Awkward
4.Let down(sort of)
5.Blah but anxious
6.Let down again
7.Going deeper
8.Nervous
9.PANIC!!!!
10.Rushed
11.Relaxed
12.Scared
13.Exausted
14.Disapointed
15.Amused
16.Laughing
17.Bored
18.Excited
19.Relaxed again
20.Worried
21.Annoyed
22.Happy-ish
23.Having fun
24.Babbling
25.Worried/nervous/embarassed
26.Still worried but getting better
27.Amused-ish
28.Semi-Relaxed

The things I do for you.

Okay technically it's not thursday anymore but oh well.
..Now I forget half of the stuff I was going to write about.
TILT!
1.Text Messaging
2.Baking @ Timmies(did it for the first time today)
3.The Family Channel.(Whoah I am so addicted.)
4.The Lady at the bank who is so nice and does everything quick just the way I like it.
5.Timbit flowers.(It's kind of an inside joke.)
6.2$ Tips
Hmm these seem to be mostly about work...no more!
7.My 'Anastasia' plate. My brothers may have ruined the cup and bowl but plate prevails!
8.Vanilla icecream with caramel sauce and oreo crumbs
9.10 new blog updates.

On the positive side of things.

1.Happy Birthday Matthew!
I just have to remember to get him a present before he gets back.

I heart Oreo cake from coopers

2.I finally got a email back from camp. 6 days ago I emailed them asking if I could be a junior again in the summer and right after I started feeling sick because..welll maybe I was stepping out of line or something. But I got reply today and it says that they were hoping I would say that so everything in that part of my life is good.

3....Will not be posted about right now. Since I don't know if it will work yet. Matt and Justin you know what I mean.

4.They started building Tumbleweeds again!


Some Random picture taking.

i'm still here.

Let's just say it's nice not blogging. Even though it's only been a couple days it seems like forever.
But a little recap for those who desperately want to know what I've been doing.
1. Saturday March 29 was the Star Wars marathon at the church. The first one was the only full movie I watched that day. I don't really like Star Wars. That night I went to the Birthday party of a friend from work. It was at the bowling alley and her sister had gone all out by decorating the whole corner we were in. It was okay seeing as I knew everybody there from work but I had never hung out with them before so slightly awkward.
2. Tuesday at my guitar lesson Kris basically said her was for sure not coming back next year. But I realized that the lessons have not been like they used too so I won't be as sad as I thought I was going to be.
3.I have been going really excercise friendly lately. Friday I went for a long walk while the boys were at hockey. Saturday I went for a bike ride to the happy valley store and back. And Sunday I walked to Tim Hortons from the church.
Also on Friday me and Kelsey hung out. It was fun as our times always are.
On Sunday I went with Cade at 8:00 to the church walked to timmy's. It didn't take that long. Then I stayed there for an hour and a half. After which I didn't feel like walking back so I phoned Behn to see if I could get a ride over from him. Turns out he was at A&W with my dad.
Whoa freaky. So I got to the church and I realized I had forgotten to get Tim Bits for my mom. So shouted at Cade to drive me back..Maxwell came along and I bought them food. I got to try the NEW brownie icecapp supreme. It officially doesn't start til today but since Krystin loves me so much she made it for me. It didn't really taste good. But I usually have an opinion way different than everybody else so you should try it.
After church Me and Cade, Kelsey and Nadine went back to the baergs house and had a picnic across the river. Funniest thing ever.
Me and Cade went up to the movie theatre after that and watched 21 with Alex, Cassie, Justin and Max.
I didn't really like it. Halfway through I started thinking that it was kind of boring. It picked up a little after that but..
That's pretty much my life caught up. Well at least on the things I am going to tell you about. Some things will remain a mystery for a while longer.

My neck is in pain Yesterday morning I woke up and I couldn't harldy move it to one side. It hurts alot. I guess maybe it's trying to stop my addiction to cracking my neck.
I think I slept on it funny. I thought it would go it away but it's still here today.

(♥)

I am...so mad I didn't start listening to Boy like Girls before I went and saw them because..I didn't really pay attention. You couldn't really hear the vocals so I didn't catch the words for the most part. But now listening to thier songs at home I think it's really good.
It annoys me.
Alot of things have been annoying me lately.
Like the fact that I bought 5 drinks from Tim hortons tonight and none of them won.

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Usually I blast this one in my bedroom and dance around. Sometimes I borrow my brothers drum thing and beat it in time.
"Average Girl"
So what I'm not your average girl
I don't meet the standards of this world
Chasing after boys is not my thing
See I'm waiting for a wedding ring

No more dating
I'm just waiting
Like sleeping beauty
My prince will come for me
No more dating
I'm just waiting
'Cause God is writing
my love story

Boys are bad that's certainly not true
'Cause God's preparing one for you
If you get tired waiting till he comes
Gods arms are the perfect place to run

Sleep that's the only thing
For me 'cause when I sleep
Gods Preparing one for me

(unhappy)2

The thing is, people. Is that the correct grammerfitication? I want to call you people. The problem isn't people. Although when I put it that way.
I haven't felt like talking to anybody lately. Well, I am okay with happy foolish talking but not deep talking and one of the reasons is...nobody has been trying to talk to me.
When I write it out like this it sounds confusing.
It feels like I need to figure stuff out but I can never understand what I am to figure out.
Enough wierd talk.
__________________________________________________________________
I bought new shoes today.
The story is longer than that and since I have nothing better to do I will tell.
Last week after guitar as we were driving past the shoestore by office depot I saw a rack of shoes outside and some looked interesting so I asked if we could go today. Since my shoes are not looking the best. It has been a year and 5 months. Usually my shoes can go longer than this but I use these shoes for everything..
So I was getting disapointed since I wasn't finding any shoes. Isn't it stupid how shoes look bug huge and ugly once you start going into the bigger sizes.. it's not fair.
So I was ready to go but Sean was looking for some as well. So I was just browsing and then I find this one pair which actually looked pretty good and with the deal they were only 26.25, very nice. So these will be my work shoes and I will find some nicer ones for every day use.

Yeah I know the story was lame.

Erg. I have pictures but computer won't let me put them on.
Another time.
H.

(unhappy)

Hmm,
The situation at work seems to be getting better and better(that's sarcasm for those of you who could not detect it.)
I came in today to find that Kiet the baker is quitting. Yes that guy who can make me smile even on the worst days is leaving me.
And the guy who is replacing him for now is.....not my favorite person. Agh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And they have not given me my raise that was supposed to be 5 months ago.
And they keep putting me on till/dishes!!!!!!!!!!!
ADLHIGASERGHEOR^U
#(%*#$(%$#(&^()#W&$^_)#!@#%

But I know I cannot quit until at least after the summer.
This makes it hard on me.

ABC's

Type the letter into 'Tag people' and pick one of the names that comes up, then answer the questions.
[A] Alannah Post
[B] Behn Lefebvre
[C] Cade Lefebvre
[D] Dakoda Funk
[E]Elysha Cummings
[F] Ashley Fisher
[G] Andrew Geddert
[H] Heather Duchesne
[I]
[J] Jackie Lupick
[K] Kaley Wells
[L] Laura Bombeck
[M] Mark Wilson
[N] Nadine Baerg
[O]
[P] Paul Andrews
[Q]
[R] Rebekah Hammond
[S]Samantha Dewitt
[T] Taran Waterous
[U] Ryan Unger[
V]Chelsea Vissia
[W] Walter Andrews
[X]
[Y]
[Z]

WHAT’S YOUR BEST MEMORY OF C: Playing Sermon..best game ever.
WOULD YOU EVER PRAY FOR J: Yes, Of course
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION OF R: Well I can't remember back that far but probably..That I wouldn't get along very well with her.
WHAT IS L’S FAVORITE THING TO DRINK?: ..ahem I don't really know her that well..
WOULD S AND G EVER DATE?: Hahhaha, Maybe just maybe
WHAT IS THE WORD M SAYS THE MOST: Super?
WHAT IS B’S SHOE SIZE: 10?
DO YOU KNOW ANY SECRETS ABOUT P?: I don't think so.
WHO IS Q’S BEST FRIEND?: Q is a loner..no friends
WOULD YOU TRUST F WITH A SECRET?: Yup
DO YOU HAVE T’S PHONE NUMBER?: It would be easy to get but I don't have it right now.
WHAT WAS THE MOST AWKWARD SITUATION YOU FOUND YOURSELF IN WITH N?: I don't think there has ever been any awkwardness.
WHAT’S H’S STYLE LIKE?: Funky
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT D, WHAT WOULD IT BE?: EVERYTHING! She's perfect the way she is.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CALLED K?: Ack I never have..better get on that
DESCRIBE E IN FOUR WORDS: Very Cool Looking Person
THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH A IS...?: She is very funny. Makes me smile.
WHAT’S THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN D AND J?: Well I know of norelationship but come to think of it....:P
DOES U HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?:I think he has a sister
B’S FAVORITE COLOR IS..: ......................Clear? :)
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN INTO A FIGHT WITH Y?: Yeah, I said I never wanted to see her again and now she dissapeared.
ARE G AND T FRIENDS?: Most definitely not.
DOES V PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?: I...don't know
WHAT IS K’S MIDDLE NAME?: Okay so I don't know my friends that good...you don't have to rub it in my face!!!!!!!!!!!
HAVE YOU BEEN TO Z’S HOUSE BEFORE: Nope
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW A MOVIE WITH R?: It's been so long..I don't know. Have I even ever?
WHEN’S THE NEXT TIME YOU’LL SEE F?: Probably never. Unless I go to Starbucks downtown Kelowna again.
WHAT DO YOU AND B TALK ABOUT THE MOST?: Food....
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN INTO TROUBLE WITH X?: We don't talk..if you get my meaning :P.
WHAT WOULD K AND T BE LIKE AS A COUPLE?: They would probably be very good together
THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING ABOUT J IS..: She's too perfect. :P.
BEST MEMORY WITH H?:..Lot's of raised eyes brows and laughing
HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN C?: 15 years 5 months
DOES S HAVE A BF/GF?: No
DO YOU LIVE CLOSE TO W?: He lives like 3 hours away.
WHAT DID YOU AND I FIGHT ABOUT LAST?: ..Stuff
WHAT IS Q’S FAVORITE FOOD?: She doesn't eat.
HOW DID YOU AND N MEET?: Church related activities
WHEN IS THE NEXT TIME YOU’LL SEE D?: Maybe Wednesday maybe not.
OUT OF THE ALPHABET, WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS..
LIVES THE FURTHEST AWAY?: Samantha
COULD YOU TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE?: Prilly them all..Behn most likely I guess..
IS THE QUIETEST?: Chelsea
KNOWS YOU THE BEST?: ......
MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST?: Heather..Nadine..Alannah
IS THE SMARTEST?: Andrew.
WHO CAN YOU TALK TO ABOUT ANYTHING?: ..

T.I.L.T.

Oh my gosh!
It's Thursday and I remembered.
It's actually quite funny because I was in the shower and I'm thinking it's Thursday has it really only been a week since I came back from camp..but I thought noo it must have been 2..so when I got on the computer I look at the calender and sure enough it's only been a week. And then I 'm like.....thursday..Thursday... THURSDAY!
So here I am.
Things I love Thursday
1.Hannah Montana
2.The perfect Chicken club
3.Medieval based books
4.Emails.
5.Blogs
6.Exfoliating Apricot scub
7.Soft towels
8.Mennonite Squish
9.Garage Sweatpants
10.Colbie Caillet

So as you may have guessed usually the lists are about things that have happened lately or things I have been thinking about.
there is no number to the list just go til you can go no longer.

(let's blow bubbles together)

You Should Date An Italian!

You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?


I had this whole post of quiz results but then something happened and it wasn't working so I just left it.
Today was very lazy.
I read..all day. And I made cookies. While listening to Colbie Caillet.
There was actually this funny moment where I was dancing to the music and I look outside and since it was windy it looked like the willow trees were dancing with me.

Tuesday..

I really need to get back in the habit of doing school.

I slacked off today and did a photo shoot instead..




Who needs a black backdrop when they have black sheets..I knew there would be many purposes for those when I bought them.

We had to leave early because my mom had stuff to do in town so I was an hour early to work.
I walked over to Mcdonalds and spent *Gasp* 13.?? on food for myself. I felt gross even before starting to eat it.

My shift started horrible. It didn't get much better as time went on. And then at like 7:30 it felt like 9 and I should be leaving. I did get Cassandra to let me leave early though.

I came home and tried to watch 'Rent' but seriously 5 minutes in I was already bored. Needless to say I did not manage to get it finished.

And now..time to go to bed I guess.

Later Days

Ponderings of the week.

I usually give my bloggers a month.
And if they don't post in a month then they are off the list.
Of course it's quite annoying because usually around day 28 just when I am getting excited they post again.
But I guess that is a good thing.

You know so many times I think of quitting my job but usually I am just fooling myself. When I look at the reality of it I know I could never actually do it.
But, I don't know, lately I have really been weighing the pros and cons so we'll see.

I have decided I need to buy a really good camera, and an acoustic guitar.
All before I leave in the summer.

I have also decided mini eggs taste really good when you know you got them on sale.

Making coffee at home is way harder than making coffee at work. I still haven't gotten it figured out. If anybody can tell me how much coffee grounds to how much water I would greatly appreciate it.

I think too much.

Getting my life in order would probably be a good thing to do around now.

Things I love Thursday(I know I won't remember it. So I might as well do it now.)
1.Mini Eggs
2.Camp
3.Fresh Laundry
4.Using gift cards
5.Having an actual conversation on Msn
6.Singing(I have not done it for so long)
7.Orange Juice
8.....Sniffy Markers

Okay got to go.
Tomorrows another day at work so I am sure I will have something to blog about.

C.D.O.T.M.

March Issue:
I was actually looking for the boys like girls cd, but I came across this and it had been on my list so I got it.

Sara Bareilles - Little voice

So if you expected all the songs to be like 'Love song' you guessed wrong.
It is a change of scenery for me but I'm guessing that I will start liking it after listening to it a couple times.

I was thinking. Like seriously thinking. About this for like a long time.
The best place to meet a guy would be working at bible camp.
1. You know the guys a christian.
And he see's you all the time. So not just when you are all perfect with your makeup and hair just right but also when you have a the worst day ever and you look like crap.
He see's how you treat people, what time of day is your best.
That is my theory.

#2

Monday early morning:
I kept waking up every hour just like I do on christmas morning and I almost got out of bed at 5:00 but I decided I needed to get as much rest as possible.
Then around 7 other people started waking up.
I did a little 'irish' dancing for them, that got them laughing.

Breakfast was..interesting. The cook was getting used to the grill so the pancakes I got could not be cut by a knife they were so hard. But the bacon was good. I had like 6 pieces.

After that we practiced our skits. All the leaders were in a skit group to do a skit for morning chapel. Me and Cade in one together with three other people and we did David and Goliath but set in a school. Twas funny. Most of us dressed up like nerds with our pants pulled up as high as they could go.

Then we moved all our stuff into the cabins we would be in.
I was put with a girl named Chelsea. We were a little nervous because neither of us had done this before but we bonded really well so that was good.

When the girls came it was kind of confusing because they just brought their stuff in and left and we had no idea who was who. And we were basically standing there doing nothing.

Then we went to chapel to watch the rules video.
Word of advice never be in a rules video. We made one this summer doing different tv show themes for the rules. I was in the..I don't remember what it's called. Long story short. They tied me up ducktaped my mouth and put 'clean' boxers on my head.

So they all laughed at me again. I am pretty sure I am going to destroy it so they can never watch it again.

I can't remember anything special about the rest of the day except like around 7 I realized that I was drained of energy and the first day hadn't even ended.

Spring break camp.

Sunday:
Well, we got off to a late start because Cade was working on his car, nothing necessary, and then when we finally left we had to turn back after 20 minutes because we had forgotten vital things.
So topping it off we were almost to Kelowna when yes we got pulled over by a women police and she gave us a ticket for speeding. Cade has a very good excuse so ask him about that.
Of course bad luck comes in threes.
Well I wouldn't really call this one bad luck.
We needed to phone somebody to tell them we were going to be late and all that we had was 'Marks' cell number. I phone it. its actually his moms.
And just when she is going to give me his number the connection dies. I don't know if it was my side or hers. But I phoned back immediately and she didn't pick up.

When we finally got to camp we went tot he dining hall and no joke Rob had just dialed our number to see if we were coming. He thought it would be rude to hang up so he talked to my mom for a couple minutes.
We helped set up the trampolines and swepted and raked after that. There was a bunch of new people so I went into my quiet shy self and wasn't really talking.

But as the night wore on I started getting to know the girls and I had fun.
Later we split into groups and were supposed to go over the devotion notes to see ifwe could add anything. My group didn't have very good concordances in our bibles so we couldnt really find any good verses. But we had a lot of fun laughing.

Then I played some piano while all the other girls were in the cabin.

And that basically ended the night.


To be continued....

P.S.

I am too depressed to post because I have no friends.
The reason I know I have no friends is because a friend would COMMENT ON MY BLOG!

p.p.s. 21 hours til I leave.

Okay wierdest dream ever.
I was at work. But work was at church. So the soup and sandwich station was the sound booth.
And the drive thru window was the door to outside by the kitchen.
So these people were going through drivethru and they wanted chili so while I was talking I went over to the soundbooth to get it. And Aryck was there. I didn't even ask why I was just getting the chili..and then another worker came in and took over the speaking part. They wanted a chicken club...but they said something funny like they wanted it on diced wheat ...or something I can't remember.
So all of the sudden the people who were in drivethru are coming in the door and they know aryck. there's like 3 boys and a mom. So two of the older guys are hanging around the sound booth. And they start talking to Aryck and they're like what are you going to do after school?
Are you going to go to Afghanistan? And kid you not he says "I don't know it depends on if Cassie wants me too." ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Oh my gosh. So I was like eww there is no way Cassie likes you. And I think we started yelling at each other and then I started running. And he grabbed a ladle of boiling hot chili..and started chasing me. Well people Aryck chasing me is scary enough..and with boiling hot chili?AGH so I was running toward the door to lead back to the sunday school rooms and I pass my mom..and another mom. But they don't do anything. And finally he catches up to me. And I think he pours the chili on me. I don't remember but all I do remember is that after I am in the kitchen and i'm saying to myself 'this burn won't hurt because I already had a child.' Or something..
So people. tell me what this all means. To my knowledge I do not have a child.

200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So this is my 200th post.
It should be awesome but the only reason I am posting is because I noticed I was on 199 so it won't be awesome.
I don't really have anything to say.



Boy I am lame.

Total Opposites

So I worked yesterday and Monday.
Monday was..terrible. I wasn't in the mood to talk so..I didn't. It was kinda disappointing since just that morning I had promised myself to be happy this week.

So I was scared that yesterday was going to be a repeat of Monday but thankfully it wasn't. I had a lot of fun.
It tarted with Corey(who had been working with me the previous day..and no he isn't the Corey you know Jill) telling me effing cheer up(of course he didn't say effing if you get what I mean)
And surprisingly I did. I was laughing the whole night.

So that has put me in a good mood.
I rented movies on Monday night. I watched 'Casino Royale' and I have to admit for an older guy Daniel Craig is quite a looker.

And yesterday I watched a movie called 'If only' with Jennifer Love Hewitt. It was good. It made me cry.

I seem to have fallen into a pattern for school. I do the next days school the night before but since I am up so late I just sleep the next morning. So it isn't really benifiting me in any way.

I have a plan for spring break..I get Cade to come with me..and we'll insure the car to drive down so I don't have to think about buses such. But they might not need him so I am waiting for a reply about that.

I made coffe for myself today it was an experiment since I didn't know how much coffee grinds you are supposed to put in. It turned out okay. But we don't have any cream so it didn't taste like my usual double/double. And since you can't just have coffee I made a huge batch of butter tarts to go with it.

MMMMMmmm I tried the new cinnamon melt from Mcdonalds yesterday and it is soooooooooooooooooooo good.
I wish I worked at mcdonalds so I could have them every time I worked.

*Gulp*

So I finally got an email back from camp.
They said the application is all checked out and fine *sigh of relief*,
and they asked if I wanted to be a Jr. Staff for spring break.
Hahahahaha they seem to have temporarily forgotten that Hannah is not sane enough to take on that much responibility.
Hmm, I will think about this today and email them back tonight.

A mystery..

Three women enter a hotel, and they each pay $10 to rent a hotel room with three beds, which costs $30. They give the money to the clerk at the front desk, and they take their luggage to room 613.
Later, the clerk realizes that he overcharged them. The room should have cost only $25. The clerk, being the nice guy that he is, gives the bell-boy five $1 bills to give back to the women. The bellboy brings the money to room 613. The women, being the nice women that they are, each take $1 and let the bellboy keep.the extra $2.
Each women originally paid $10, and they each accepted $1 from the bellboy. That means that each women actually paid $9. If three women paid $9 each, that means that together that paid $27 for the room. If the bellboy kept $2, that makes the total $29. But the women originally paid $30 total








What happened to th4 missing dollar?

Church talk.

Sometimes I will fill up my schedule so I am too busy to think.
It works for a while but when there is a slight pause all my thoughts come at full force and I am overwhelmed.

For once I was in the for the sermon and surprise surprise I actually got something out of it.
Well, lately I have been thinking about how the people I work with are not very wholesome people and usually I hear swearing going on all around me and stories about them getting drunk and high and such and I was wondering if working there is the smartest thing, that maybe I should work someplace like tabs.

But Pastor Dan said how sometimes the best thing is too not even try to evangilize or anything to just be a good example and people will be inspired by that. I am pretty sure that's what he said :P. It did calm some things that have been going around in my mind.

My first big concert.

Things can never be as good as you expected them to be.
But it would have been nice if there had been a contest to sing a song with Avril and I had won it.
I am sort of joking. My actual self is not as courageous as my fantasy world self and if I had won the supposed contest I probably would have declined.

I got there quite a while early so I filled my time by watching all the little girls in bright pink go by, and texting the young adults coming home from Abbotsford.
Boy Like Girls was just a typical boy band. Maybe they are better on the CD but all I saw and heard was just like any other band out there. I think I might get their CD for this month CDOTM though, just to have it.

I did not jump around and dance.

I was sorely disappointed that Avril had dancers. She is becoming like all the other pop singers, but the good thing was she did alot of songs from the older albums.
She showed us her many talents by playing electric guitar,acoustic guitar, piano and drums.(No not at the same time.But that would have been cool)

So, overall it was good.
But kind of awkward going by myself.

Meat Department

I feel bad sometimes when I keep nagging other people to blog and yet I ignore my own, but it is so easy to just not do it.

For this post I am going to relate as it truly happened, not emphasizing on the bad things.
Today I woke up at 7:44. Not purposely. Without an alarm clock. For me this is a big thing. Usually I am so tired in the morning that I am basically sleeping at 9:30 when my mom is reading to us. I had gotten most of my school done last night so I had a shower did the remaining school and was done by 9:00.

We went to the Southshore foodbank. It was good but not as fun as the northshore one.
Then I left early with my mom so I could pick up my check from work. Here's the thing though, before we left I decided I wouldn't bring a purse so I just carried my cellphone and stuck a $2o in my sock just in case(you don't have to remind me that I am wierd, I remind myself.). So after we picked up my check I realized I couldn't bring it to the bank cause I didn't have my card. That was sort of a disapointment. I like it when I can just get it over with.

We went to Behn's house then and switched vehicles with him..the young adults were going down to Abbotsford and they wanted to save money by taking one van instead of two cars.
Oh and coopers too. Funny story. While my mom was shopping at coopers I wasjust wandering the aisles when I saw they had a contest over in meat section to win a blazers jersey with all the autographs on it. I am not one for hockey memorobilia but hey if it's free I'll take it.

So I was walking around the island thing of meats in the middle(I am doing a horrible job of explaining this.) and I almost crashed into a worker lady. I stepped back and kind of stared at her for a while then I was like 'I thought you were a cardboard cutout.'

You know it should have been embarassing but I wasn't. And then I just kept walking and went to fill out the form.


We went home. And I wanted to bike ride to the store to rent a movie for the evening since I wasn't doing anything. So I bribed Sean into doing it by promising him candy. It was fairly easy on the way there. But on the way back since my legs were so tired it was killer. We stopped many atime.
One bike ride to the store and back=Approx. 45 minutes

Finally we reached our destination and I passed out on the chair.
Next thing I know my mom was waking me up. Someone was on the phone. I must have been severely drained because usually I wake up to the phone ringing. It was Ken. I agreed to work 4-9. I hope that when they are cutting back on staff they will remember that I said yes every time they asked me to work even though more than half the time I had plans already(I am talking about the cutting back part figurativly of course..is that the word I want to be using?)

It was one of the more..challenging days of work. Not for angry customers or anything but..trying to make it through a shift without crying challenging. Chores were easy. Kim doesn't seem to understand that even though the stocking chart and stocking fridges are really hard jobs. Hannah can complete both in less than halfher shift and she needs more. But it's sort of nice because then I do chores that aren't mine and she thanks me profusely.

Erin always sings her happy song when she knows she's working with me because apparently when I work things actually get done. Which is not true. I like to slack off. And most of the other people work just as hard as I do.

One thing that made me mad was that I was filling in for Corey who had 'gotten sick' but as soon as I start my shift Taran and Amanda tell me that he is over in A&W hanging with a friend. I almost told Ken because he would be really mad and would be funny...in a scary way but I was good and decided I didn't want Corey to hate me for forever.

And I injured myself. Let's just say there is a big chunk of finger that is not on me anymore. Okay that is a little drastic. It's not that big....littlebig. And it hurts and it was 'gushing' blood when it first happened.



After Cade picked me up we went to Behn's which I wasn't in the mood for but I didn't really have a choice. Watched a movie, came home watched another movie and now I am caught up to date
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Tuesday

I started the day out with filling out my application for camp. Determined to get it done I 'slaved' away for hours, in the end basically getting my mom to write it. Hey, I wanted them to hire me right? I am not the best writer(far from it.) so I knew that anyway I wrote it it wasn't going to turn out desirable, and everything she said was true to if Trev or Rob is reading this I just want you to know the whole this is true.

After that I had a lengthy phone conversation with mah pal discussing such things as Avril concerts and bacon..don't ask :). Of course I was supposed to be doing school but really who wants to do school when they are sick.

While on the phone I discovered that I better hurry up or I would be late for my guitar lesson.
Got ready, went to the library, and then drove up to Long & Mcquade. I am always early for my lesson and I never bring a book so it's just me and blonde haired middle aged women who takes singing lessons from Jesse. One time she talked to me. I had nightmares for days.

The lesson when as my lessons usually go. Nuff said. We went to Tim Hortons for me to check my shifts for next week. Oh my gosh I had none. Again. So I went up to Krystin and I said "Look if you are going to fire me just get it over and don't make me wait so long." Then she apoligized and said that she had been so high on T3's that she had forgotten to put me on the schedule, and I was actually supposed to work Monday and Tuesday*Big sigh of relief*(I didn't think I was actually going to get fired. And she had T3's because she got her wisdom teeth out.)

On Sunday when I was renting my movie I put my Debit card in my pocket and forgot about it.
Later that night I pulled it out and it was bent. I tested it today and it still worked but I didn't want a bent card so I went to the bank and got a new one. I don't really like it. It's a darker green and it doesn't have my name on it but oh well.

Then, while my mother was getting a haircut I got the groceries. It took me a while, which is strange seeing as how last time it was a breeze. But while I was shopping I came across a sale on my most favorite food item. FRUIT GUSHERS FOR ONLY 1.75 or something like that. A very good deal because they are usually 4 something..I think..or 3 something. Anyway, I bought 4 boxes :).

And that was the end of my eventful day.

P.S. Just for fun I ran spell check and everything was perfect.

Sunday!(?)

so today was I guess better than yesterday. So far.

Went to church. I had forgotten to put my contacts in so I could hardly see. And I was in Nursey.Wow, I hate little kids..jk :P.

After church I said goodbye to Matthew(sniff). And the youth groupish people went on a hike.
Which the first part of was intense but it got easier.

After Kelsey dropped me off at home but the door was locked, fortunately she was still there and I asked her to drop me off at the store and then I would walk home. But she wouldn't let me I don't know why and now I basically don't have a ride home. Hmm I will figure this one out later.

But today was one of my 'quiet' days. Most of the day I didn't talk.

My cold was okay this morning but it's back in full force now.

Let's think of the joys shall we?

1.My ears are plugged so I can't hear the dreadful noise they are pounding out on rockband
2.I don't really have to do school tomorrow since my mom is gone and she hasn''t arranged my term.
3.I had gummy candy and grapefruit juice and dorito type chips.(my personal pickup food)
4.I rented martian child so when I get home I can watch it.
5.I am wearing some extremely comfortable pants.
6.

It's actually quite wierd.
When I go to bed 'early' I sleep in really late but when I go to bed really late I wake up at eight(not meant to rhyme).
I am sick. Just normal sick. Sneezing and burning up and headaches and all that loverly stuff.

Do you have those times when you're in a mood and then some little thing happens, and usually that thing wouldn't bother you but since you are in a mood it does and you go off in a rampage?

Or maybe it's just all the bad stuff is coming at me at once and I am not strong enough to fight. I don't know.

I'm cold and I'm sick and I'm using the crappy keyboard downstairs. And Matthew is leaving tomorrow, and I just watched a sad movie and I just heard about something that really ticked me off.

This wasn't supposed to be a ranting post.

I just need really Starbucks and a girly movie and Spaghetti and camp..and all the thingsI have written on my love lists.
and sleep.
Maybe tomorrow will turn out better than today.