It's amazing how you can be in an extremely good mood. Well, not extremely but close.
And then one little thing happens and even though I wish it wouldn't it justs puts me back to where I started.
(Breathe..don't cry.)

Friday Morning I was excited.

I went to E-free church and babysitted with Silken. That was fun, and I got paid.
Then me and Kandace went to 'Made of Honor'. We had been looking forward to it so it was a little disappointing when it wasn't how I thought it was going to be. But it was fun just doing something with Kandace since sometimes we can go weeks without hanging out.(Awww you better feel special Kandi!)
Then I had an adventure with the McIssacs where we drove here and there and everywhere(Slight exageration) trying to find Amanda and her friend.
So by that time(7:15ish) I was really tired and exasperated and a whole lot of other emotions.

When we got to the church I just was there for a short bit because me and Nadine left to go to Cade's show. That was good. I'm glad I went.
Got back and played DDR and did henna.

Then got a ride over to Behn's house with Rebekah and stood around outside while everybody tried to break into Cade's car because he had locked himself out.

Went home. Watched tv and talked to people on the computer just so I could prolong the time before I would have to go to bed and then leave the house the next day.
SATURDAY:
The Haiti meeting..went as planned?
Nothing really to report about that.
After me and Kelsey were going to go mothers day shopping but some events made me decide to go home. So mymom picked me up but she had to go to coopers. I was mad and sad(bad comination) and taking it out on my mom and I kind of realized that 'Wait tomorrow is mothers day. The day to honor my mother..it's not really good to be getting in fights just cause I'm not having a good day. So while she was in coopers I decided to ask her to drive back to the church so I could go with Kelsey. (Funny side note. We went by the flower section in coopers and she commented how pretty the pink lilies were..So I bought them for her later when I was with Kelsey.)


Spending time with Kelsey can make me feel better no matter what mood I'm in so that was one of the reasons I went back. To start off we went to SWISS PASTRY TO SEE NADINE!! So much fun. I had never been there before so it was cool to see what they had and well to be honest the service wasn't the best. My waitress ate some of my drink, patted my head(!) and listened in on our conversation...haha Love you Nadine.

Then we pretended to be sophisticated and tried to shop downtown but didn't turn out so well.
Wal-mart was next where we picked out some garden flowers for Mama Baerg and then Coopers and my house.

On the way to my house we were trying to figure out how to get the flowers in without my mom seeing them. We got pretty into it. But turned out we didn't need a plan cause my mom wasn't home.

So with flowers safely in my closet with the door shut I bid Kelsey farewell.

SUNDAY:
Nooowait back up
SATURDAY AFTERNOON:
I made the card and coached Noah and Sean to say "Happy Mothers Day Mom I love you" and made everyone sign the card.
SUNDAY:
Okay, so even though I had it drilled through my brain and my brothers I forgot to do the speach for my mom when she woke me up..of course I was half asleep so you can't really blame me.
But Sean and Noah did alright even though S. did skip out on the I love you part.
Then when she wasn't looking I sneaked the chocolates and flowers onto the deck and the rest is history..haha.
Church=The best thing ever... I LOVE it when mrs. Hayes talks.
Lunch @ WhiteSpot=Sort of wierd but very good bonding time...and lots of memories were talked about.

Afternoon @ Grama's=Good since I get to hear all the latest news about..basically everything.

Walk while my mom was in her bible study thing=I am so paranoid. I kept thinking that the people walking/biking behind me are really rapists/murderers..

Walked to Timmies. Cleaned up the storefront since it was gross. Spent a lot on food. Went back to the church...waited for my mom. Almost got home before we remembered we had to pick up the boys at Behn's house.
Came home watched Tv..
YOU ARE NOW OFFICAILLY CAUGHT UP.
EXCEPT....I am not going to tell you what upset me just now. But it wasn't that big so.

I work tomorrow.
Tuesday I hopefully get Merlin.

AAAHHHHH!

To say I am panicking would be an understatement.
38 days.
Until I should be done grade 11 but I tell ya the math situation is not going so well right now.
38 days until my summer starts and I am busy for two months straight.
38 days until I am supposed to have raised 2000 dollars in order to go to Haiti.
38 days until my last summer as a high school student.

So I am having to re-evaluate how I spend my days putting school at the top.
And examining where my money goes..since I have to save uppppppp tons so that I can make it though the summer.

WHeeeww so much fun.

Attacked.

Well, today, did not go so well.
I moved onto a new term in school which is good because there are some things I actually want to do.
Then I went to my grama's house to clean cupboards again. It did go quicker than last time but still.
Then I went to work. I knew it wasn't going to be the best of days since I don't really get along with the people that were there but..when I was on my break..at like 7:30 somehow the two boys got started talking about how I was a Christian and all that..
I'm not going to get into detail...partly because just last week I signed a paper which said I can't badmouth anybody at work on the internet. But they were really mean..and part of me wanted to like argue with them but I knew I would probably start crying if I did, and they would ignore it anyway.
So I just ignored them instead and talked to God in my head. It did make me feel better which reassured me since lately I have been feeling..questioning? I don't know. Not doubting..that's the wierd part. I never doubt that there is no God, it's just usually I feel that I am unworthy and I won't go to heaven.
It's confusing I know.

Ahhh.
It feels so good to not post.
Even though I have tons of stuff I could write about, I am not.
It's as simple as that.

TILT

1.Chicken Clubs.
2.Clean rooms
3.Butter Tarts.
4.Grocery Stores.
5.The Library.
6.My friends from work
7.Scramble when I win.
8.Having my cellphone back.

One of those..bad hair days.

Just to let you know I did this on purpose.
Well I was bored and my hair was not co-operating so I taught it a lesson.
The other two are just me being silly while I waited for Cade to fix the internet.
I hope the first one turns out okay. It was really dark on my screen.

5 down, 1 to go.

I got more shots today.
Wow, I really hate getting shots.
And I could actually feel them going in this time.

But that wasn't the scary part..reading this was..


Anyway yesterday was jam packed.(note:not actually packed with jam).
I woke up at 7 had a shower got ready. I was really quick but we were late because of Cade.
So Church then after was the Chili lunch..and hair shaving. It was really gross, I never want to experiance that again.
And during the lunch and for like and hour after we were trying to figure out how everything was going to work for our trip down to Kelowna..that was very confusing.
But somehow we(they) managed to figure it out.

So we(Me, Cade and Cassie) went to VV2 to wait for Justin to be done work. After which we went to my grama's house exchanged vehicles with Behn. Wen...yeah this is all very boring so I'll just say we went to Kelowna. Watched a Starfield concert there. Came home and had some very interesting adventures on the way.

Since I usually forget that I have a camera in my purse there are no pictures from the concert but I did take two pictures on the way there.

And that was Sunday.

PICTURES

TILT

1. My blue pajama pants. They are so soft and cuddly

2.Coke bottle candies

3.Lonely by Akon

4.Pictures

5.Making cake mixes

Sort of short today.

But hey I'm not in the loving mood.

Just joking.

Nothing popped out at me this week.

Happy Birthday Noah!

Okay before you start asking me....Yes his birthday is April 11. but I got distracted and I couldn't find the camera cord so here it is only 13 days late.
The big number 8!

....

MY BROTHER IS COMING HOME TOMORROW!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And Lost starts up again.
And I don't have to work.
Good things come in three's.

The World's Shortest Fairy Tale

Once upon a time, a girl asked a guy "Will you marry me?"
The guy said, "No"
and the girl lived happily ever after and went shopping, dancing,
always had a clean house, never had to cook and farted whenever she wanted.
The end.
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So today very randomly I decided that I don't want my email address anymore. So I have been changing everything over to haelle_@hotmail.com , which I had already had but I have never really used it.
Now my brain really hurts from all the changing, switching ect. that I have been doing.

I've had 18 blonde moments..

18 or lower means you’re not stupid.
[ x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were talking.
[x] Gum has fallen out of your mouth when you were NOT talking. ( XD no idea how it happened)
[ ] You have ran into a glass/screen door.
[ ]You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
total= 3
[x] You have ran into a tree.
[ ] It IS possible to lick your elbow
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow.
[ ]You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm.
[x] You just tried to sing them.
[x] You have tripped on your shoelace and fallen.
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
[ ]You have seen the the Matrix and still don’t get it.
[x ] You didn’t notice that in the last question “the” was spelled twice
[ x] You just looked at it.
[ ]Your hair is blonde/dirty blonde.
[ ]People have called you slow.(..I don't think so.)
total so far=9
[x] You have accidentally caught something on fire(the toaster oven.)
[ ] You tried to drink out of a straw, but it went into your nose/eyes/cheek.
[x] You have caught yourself drooling. (When I've been asleep)
[x] You’ve fallen asleep in class
[ ] If someone says “fart” you laugh.
[ ] You just laughed.
total so far=12
[ x] Sometimes you just stop thinking
[ x] You tell a story and forget what you were talking about
[ ] People are often shaking their heads and walking away from you
[ ]You are often told to use your “inside voice”.
[ x]You use your fingers to do simple math.
total so far=15
[ ]You have eaten a bug.
[x ]You are taking this test when you should be doing something important
[ ] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn’t realize it
[ x] You’ve looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand or pocket
total so far=17
[ ] You sometimes post bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don’t even when you know it won’t happen to you.
[ ] You break a lot of things.
[ ] Your friends know not to use big words around you
[ ] You sometimes tilt your head when you’re confused
[ x] You have fallen out of your chair before
[ ] When you’re laying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture of the ceiling
total so far=18

Allright. It's been...1.2.3ish days since I posted.
I don't really want to talk about this weekend.
Now I have to go to bed.

Fun Fun.

TILT

Wow so I was re-reading my last post and I remembered it Thursday!!

1.Chocolate(well usually I hate it but right now I have a slight crush on it.)
2.Gold Sparkly Gel Pens
3.World history.(Interestingly enough I have always enjoyed it.)
4.Harmony. Of the music variety
5.Tim Hortons food.
6.Long, dangly earrings
7.Talking to Brandon.
8.Listening to adventures in oddysey =P
9.My guitar lessons
10.Family Channel more specifically Life with Derek.

Apparently I like getting stabbed with needles.

So here is my big surprise that I talked about in TILT.
Tada!!!! This isn't my actual one because I cannot find the camera cord..more like Behn stole it..anyway. I went and got it done Tuesday. Such a wierd experiance but I am totally ready for more :P.

In other news. I got two shots yesterday. First time since I was like six so I didn't really know what it was going to be like. Everybody else said it hurt so bad so I was scared but then it didn't even pinch. And now it's just sore.

Today I work.

Tomorrow I go to KELOWNA!
I have been waiting for this for so long. Going to the homeschool convention. And after to the mall. Although the kelowna mall doesn't really have a thrill for me anymore.

So I will be gone until Saturday evening.

That's all I have to say.

Thunder

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa
Today in the blink of an eye
Im holding on to something and I do not know why I tried

I tried to read between the lines
I tried to look in your eyes
I want a simple explanation; what Im feeling inside
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Today is a winding road
Tell me where to start and tell me something I dont know, whoa
Today Im on my own
I cant move a muscle and I cant pick up the phone, I dont know

And now I'm itching for the tall grass
And longing for the breeze
I need to step outside, just to see if I can breathe
I gotta find a way out
Maybe theres a way out

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Yeah Im walking on a tightrope
I'm wrapped up in vines
I think Ill make it out but you just gotta give me time
Strike me down with lightning
Let me feel you in my veins
I wanna let you know how much I feel your pain

Today is a winding road
Thats taking me to places that I didnt want to go, whoa

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder, and I said
Your eyes are the brightest of all the colors
I dont wanna ever love another
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
And bring on the thunder

Your voice was the soundtrack of my summer
Do you know youre unlike any other?
Youll always be my thunder
So bring on the rain
Oh baby bring on the pain
And listen to the thunder

In order.

But I am not going to tell you what is for what.

1.Tired
2.Excited
3.Awkward
4.Let down(sort of)
5.Blah but anxious
6.Let down again
7.Going deeper
8.Nervous
9.PANIC!!!!
10.Rushed
11.Relaxed
12.Scared
13.Exausted
14.Disapointed
15.Amused
16.Laughing
17.Bored
18.Excited
19.Relaxed again
20.Worried
21.Annoyed
22.Happy-ish
23.Having fun
24.Babbling
25.Worried/nervous/embarassed
26.Still worried but getting better
27.Amused-ish
28.Semi-Relaxed

The things I do for you.

Okay technically it's not thursday anymore but oh well.
..Now I forget half of the stuff I was going to write about.
TILT!
1.Text Messaging
2.Baking @ Timmies(did it for the first time today)
3.The Family Channel.(Whoah I am so addicted.)
4.The Lady at the bank who is so nice and does everything quick just the way I like it.
5.Timbit flowers.(It's kind of an inside joke.)
6.2$ Tips
Hmm these seem to be mostly about work...no more!
7.My 'Anastasia' plate. My brothers may have ruined the cup and bowl but plate prevails!
8.Vanilla icecream with caramel sauce and oreo crumbs
9.10 new blog updates.

On the positive side of things.

1.Happy Birthday Matthew!
I just have to remember to get him a present before he gets back.

I heart Oreo cake from coopers

2.I finally got a email back from camp. 6 days ago I emailed them asking if I could be a junior again in the summer and right after I started feeling sick because..welll maybe I was stepping out of line or something. But I got reply today and it says that they were hoping I would say that so everything in that part of my life is good.

3....Will not be posted about right now. Since I don't know if it will work yet. Matt and Justin you know what I mean.

4.They started building Tumbleweeds again!


Some Random picture taking.

i'm still here.

Let's just say it's nice not blogging. Even though it's only been a couple days it seems like forever.
But a little recap for those who desperately want to know what I've been doing.
1. Saturday March 29 was the Star Wars marathon at the church. The first one was the only full movie I watched that day. I don't really like Star Wars. That night I went to the Birthday party of a friend from work. It was at the bowling alley and her sister had gone all out by decorating the whole corner we were in. It was okay seeing as I knew everybody there from work but I had never hung out with them before so slightly awkward.
2. Tuesday at my guitar lesson Kris basically said her was for sure not coming back next year. But I realized that the lessons have not been like they used too so I won't be as sad as I thought I was going to be.
3.I have been going really excercise friendly lately. Friday I went for a long walk while the boys were at hockey. Saturday I went for a bike ride to the happy valley store and back. And Sunday I walked to Tim Hortons from the church.
Also on Friday me and Kelsey hung out. It was fun as our times always are.
On Sunday I went with Cade at 8:00 to the church walked to timmy's. It didn't take that long. Then I stayed there for an hour and a half. After which I didn't feel like walking back so I phoned Behn to see if I could get a ride over from him. Turns out he was at A&W with my dad.
Whoa freaky. So I got to the church and I realized I had forgotten to get Tim Bits for my mom. So shouted at Cade to drive me back..Maxwell came along and I bought them food. I got to try the NEW brownie icecapp supreme. It officially doesn't start til today but since Krystin loves me so much she made it for me. It didn't really taste good. But I usually have an opinion way different than everybody else so you should try it.
After church Me and Cade, Kelsey and Nadine went back to the baergs house and had a picnic across the river. Funniest thing ever.
Me and Cade went up to the movie theatre after that and watched 21 with Alex, Cassie, Justin and Max.
I didn't really like it. Halfway through I started thinking that it was kind of boring. It picked up a little after that but..
That's pretty much my life caught up. Well at least on the things I am going to tell you about. Some things will remain a mystery for a while longer.

My neck is in pain Yesterday morning I woke up and I couldn't harldy move it to one side. It hurts alot. I guess maybe it's trying to stop my addiction to cracking my neck.
I think I slept on it funny. I thought it would go it away but it's still here today.

(♥)

I am...so mad I didn't start listening to Boy like Girls before I went and saw them because..I didn't really pay attention. You couldn't really hear the vocals so I didn't catch the words for the most part. But now listening to thier songs at home I think it's really good.
It annoys me.
Alot of things have been annoying me lately.
Like the fact that I bought 5 drinks from Tim hortons tonight and none of them won.

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Usually I blast this one in my bedroom and dance around. Sometimes I borrow my brothers drum thing and beat it in time.
"Average Girl"
So what I'm not your average girl
I don't meet the standards of this world
Chasing after boys is not my thing
See I'm waiting for a wedding ring

No more dating
I'm just waiting
Like sleeping beauty
My prince will come for me
No more dating
I'm just waiting
'Cause God is writing
my love story

Boys are bad that's certainly not true
'Cause God's preparing one for you
If you get tired waiting till he comes
Gods arms are the perfect place to run

Sleep that's the only thing
For me 'cause when I sleep
Gods Preparing one for me

(unhappy)2

The thing is, people. Is that the correct grammerfitication? I want to call you people. The problem isn't people. Although when I put it that way.
I haven't felt like talking to anybody lately. Well, I am okay with happy foolish talking but not deep talking and one of the reasons is...nobody has been trying to talk to me.
When I write it out like this it sounds confusing.
It feels like I need to figure stuff out but I can never understand what I am to figure out.
Enough wierd talk.
__________________________________________________________________
I bought new shoes today.
The story is longer than that and since I have nothing better to do I will tell.
Last week after guitar as we were driving past the shoestore by office depot I saw a rack of shoes outside and some looked interesting so I asked if we could go today. Since my shoes are not looking the best. It has been a year and 5 months. Usually my shoes can go longer than this but I use these shoes for everything..
So I was getting disapointed since I wasn't finding any shoes. Isn't it stupid how shoes look bug huge and ugly once you start going into the bigger sizes.. it's not fair.
So I was ready to go but Sean was looking for some as well. So I was just browsing and then I find this one pair which actually looked pretty good and with the deal they were only 26.25, very nice. So these will be my work shoes and I will find some nicer ones for every day use.

Yeah I know the story was lame.

Erg. I have pictures but computer won't let me put them on.
Another time.
H.

(unhappy)

Hmm,
The situation at work seems to be getting better and better(that's sarcasm for those of you who could not detect it.)
I came in today to find that Kiet the baker is quitting. Yes that guy who can make me smile even on the worst days is leaving me.
And the guy who is replacing him for now is.....not my favorite person. Agh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
And they have not given me my raise that was supposed to be 5 months ago.
And they keep putting me on till/dishes!!!!!!!!!!!
ADLHIGASERGHEOR^U
#(%*#$(%$#(&^()#W&$^_)#!@#%

But I know I cannot quit until at least after the summer.
This makes it hard on me.

ABC's

Type the letter into 'Tag people' and pick one of the names that comes up, then answer the questions.
[A] Alannah Post
[B] Behn Lefebvre
[C] Cade Lefebvre
[D] Dakoda Funk
[E]Elysha Cummings
[F] Ashley Fisher
[G] Andrew Geddert
[H] Heather Duchesne
[I]
[J] Jackie Lupick
[K] Kaley Wells
[L] Laura Bombeck
[M] Mark Wilson
[N] Nadine Baerg
[O]
[P] Paul Andrews
[Q]
[R] Rebekah Hammond
[S]Samantha Dewitt
[T] Taran Waterous
[U] Ryan Unger[
V]Chelsea Vissia
[W] Walter Andrews
[X]
[Y]
[Z]

WHAT’S YOUR BEST MEMORY OF C: Playing Sermon..best game ever.
WOULD YOU EVER PRAY FOR J: Yes, Of course
WHAT WAS YOUR FIRST IMPRESSION OF R: Well I can't remember back that far but probably..That I wouldn't get along very well with her.
WHAT IS L’S FAVORITE THING TO DRINK?: ..ahem I don't really know her that well..
WOULD S AND G EVER DATE?: Hahhaha, Maybe just maybe
WHAT IS THE WORD M SAYS THE MOST: Super?
WHAT IS B’S SHOE SIZE: 10?
DO YOU KNOW ANY SECRETS ABOUT P?: I don't think so.
WHO IS Q’S BEST FRIEND?: Q is a loner..no friends
WOULD YOU TRUST F WITH A SECRET?: Yup
DO YOU HAVE T’S PHONE NUMBER?: It would be easy to get but I don't have it right now.
WHAT WAS THE MOST AWKWARD SITUATION YOU FOUND YOURSELF IN WITH N?: I don't think there has ever been any awkwardness.
WHAT’S H’S STYLE LIKE?: Funky
IF YOU COULD CHANGE ANYTHING ABOUT D, WHAT WOULD IT BE?: EVERYTHING! She's perfect the way she is.
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CALLED K?: Ack I never have..better get on that
DESCRIBE E IN FOUR WORDS: Very Cool Looking Person
THE BEST THING ABOUT YOUR FRIENDSHIP WITH A IS...?: She is very funny. Makes me smile.
WHAT’S THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN D AND J?: Well I know of norelationship but come to think of it....:P
DOES U HAVE ANY SIBLINGS?:I think he has a sister
B’S FAVORITE COLOR IS..: ......................Clear? :)
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN INTO A FIGHT WITH Y?: Yeah, I said I never wanted to see her again and now she dissapeared.
ARE G AND T FRIENDS?: Most definitely not.
DOES V PLAY AN INSTRUMENT?: I...don't know
WHAT IS K’S MIDDLE NAME?: Okay so I don't know my friends that good...you don't have to rub it in my face!!!!!!!!!!!
HAVE YOU BEEN TO Z’S HOUSE BEFORE: Nope
WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU SAW A MOVIE WITH R?: It's been so long..I don't know. Have I even ever?
WHEN’S THE NEXT TIME YOU’LL SEE F?: Probably never. Unless I go to Starbucks downtown Kelowna again.
WHAT DO YOU AND B TALK ABOUT THE MOST?: Food....
HAVE YOU EVER GOTTEN INTO TROUBLE WITH X?: We don't talk..if you get my meaning :P.
WHAT WOULD K AND T BE LIKE AS A COUPLE?: They would probably be very good together
THE MOST FRUSTRATING THING ABOUT J IS..: She's too perfect. :P.
BEST MEMORY WITH H?:..Lot's of raised eyes brows and laughing
HOW LONG HAVE YOU KNOWN C?: 15 years 5 months
DOES S HAVE A BF/GF?: No
DO YOU LIVE CLOSE TO W?: He lives like 3 hours away.
WHAT DID YOU AND I FIGHT ABOUT LAST?: ..Stuff
WHAT IS Q’S FAVORITE FOOD?: She doesn't eat.
HOW DID YOU AND N MEET?: Church related activities
WHEN IS THE NEXT TIME YOU’LL SEE D?: Maybe Wednesday maybe not.
OUT OF THE ALPHABET, WHICH ONE OF YOUR FRIENDS..
LIVES THE FURTHEST AWAY?: Samantha
COULD YOU TRUST WITH YOUR LIFE?: Prilly them all..Behn most likely I guess..
IS THE QUIETEST?: Chelsea
KNOWS YOU THE BEST?: ......
MAKES YOU LAUGH THE MOST?: Heather..Nadine..Alannah
IS THE SMARTEST?: Andrew.
WHO CAN YOU TALK TO ABOUT ANYTHING?: ..

T.I.L.T.

Oh my gosh!
It's Thursday and I remembered.
It's actually quite funny because I was in the shower and I'm thinking it's Thursday has it really only been a week since I came back from camp..but I thought noo it must have been 2..so when I got on the computer I look at the calender and sure enough it's only been a week. And then I 'm like.....thursday..Thursday... THURSDAY!
So here I am.
Things I love Thursday
1.Hannah Montana
2.The perfect Chicken club
3.Medieval based books
4.Emails.
5.Blogs
6.Exfoliating Apricot scub
7.Soft towels
8.Mennonite Squish
9.Garage Sweatpants
10.Colbie Caillet

So as you may have guessed usually the lists are about things that have happened lately or things I have been thinking about.
there is no number to the list just go til you can go no longer.

(let's blow bubbles together)

You Should Date An Italian!

You love for old fashioned romance, with an old fashioned guy An Italian guy is the perfect candidate to be your prince charming If your head doesn't spin enough, just down another espresso with him Invest in a motorcycle helmet - and some carb blocker for all that pasta!

Which Foreign Guy Should You Date?


I had this whole post of quiz results but then something happened and it wasn't working so I just left it.
Today was very lazy.
I read..all day. And I made cookies. While listening to Colbie Caillet.
There was actually this funny moment where I was dancing to the music and I look outside and since it was windy it looked like the willow trees were dancing with me.

Tuesday..

I really need to get back in the habit of doing school.

I slacked off today and did a photo shoot instead..




Who needs a black backdrop when they have black sheets..I knew there would be many purposes for those when I bought them.

We had to leave early because my mom had stuff to do in town so I was an hour early to work.
I walked over to Mcdonalds and spent *Gasp* 13.?? on food for myself. I felt gross even before starting to eat it.

My shift started horrible. It didn't get much better as time went on. And then at like 7:30 it felt like 9 and I should be leaving. I did get Cassandra to let me leave early though.

I came home and tried to watch 'Rent' but seriously 5 minutes in I was already bored. Needless to say I did not manage to get it finished.

And now..time to go to bed I guess.

Later Days

Ponderings of the week.

I usually give my bloggers a month.
And if they don't post in a month then they are off the list.
Of course it's quite annoying because usually around day 28 just when I am getting excited they post again.
But I guess that is a good thing.

You know so many times I think of quitting my job but usually I am just fooling myself. When I look at the reality of it I know I could never actually do it.
But, I don't know, lately I have really been weighing the pros and cons so we'll see.

I have decided I need to buy a really good camera, and an acoustic guitar.
All before I leave in the summer.

I have also decided mini eggs taste really good when you know you got them on sale.

Making coffee at home is way harder than making coffee at work. I still haven't gotten it figured out. If anybody can tell me how much coffee grounds to how much water I would greatly appreciate it.

I think too much.

Getting my life in order would probably be a good thing to do around now.

Things I love Thursday(I know I won't remember it. So I might as well do it now.)
1.Mini Eggs
2.Camp
3.Fresh Laundry
4.Using gift cards
5.Having an actual conversation on Msn
6.Singing(I have not done it for so long)
7.Orange Juice
8.....Sniffy Markers

Okay got to go.
Tomorrows another day at work so I am sure I will have something to blog about.

C.D.O.T.M.

March Issue:
I was actually looking for the boys like girls cd, but I came across this and it had been on my list so I got it.

Sara Bareilles - Little voice

So if you expected all the songs to be like 'Love song' you guessed wrong.
It is a change of scenery for me but I'm guessing that I will start liking it after listening to it a couple times.

I was thinking. Like seriously thinking. About this for like a long time.
The best place to meet a guy would be working at bible camp.
1. You know the guys a christian.
And he see's you all the time. So not just when you are all perfect with your makeup and hair just right but also when you have a the worst day ever and you look like crap.
He see's how you treat people, what time of day is your best.
That is my theory.

#2

Monday early morning:
I kept waking up every hour just like I do on christmas morning and I almost got out of bed at 5:00 but I decided I needed to get as much rest as possible.
Then around 7 other people started waking up.
I did a little 'irish' dancing for them, that got them laughing.

Breakfast was..interesting. The cook was getting used to the grill so the pancakes I got could not be cut by a knife they were so hard. But the bacon was good. I had like 6 pieces.

After that we practiced our skits. All the leaders were in a skit group to do a skit for morning chapel. Me and Cade in one together with three other people and we did David and Goliath but set in a school. Twas funny. Most of us dressed up like nerds with our pants pulled up as high as they could go.

Then we moved all our stuff into the cabins we would be in.
I was put with a girl named Chelsea. We were a little nervous because neither of us had done this before but we bonded really well so that was good.

When the girls came it was kind of confusing because they just brought their stuff in and left and we had no idea who was who. And we were basically standing there doing nothing.

Then we went to chapel to watch the rules video.
Word of advice never be in a rules video. We made one this summer doing different tv show themes for the rules. I was in the..I don't remember what it's called. Long story short. They tied me up ducktaped my mouth and put 'clean' boxers on my head.

So they all laughed at me again. I am pretty sure I am going to destroy it so they can never watch it again.

I can't remember anything special about the rest of the day except like around 7 I realized that I was drained of energy and the first day hadn't even ended.

Spring break camp.

Sunday:
Well, we got off to a late start because Cade was working on his car, nothing necessary, and then when we finally left we had to turn back after 20 minutes because we had forgotten vital things.
So topping it off we were almost to Kelowna when yes we got pulled over by a women police and she gave us a ticket for speeding. Cade has a very good excuse so ask him about that.
Of course bad luck comes in threes.
Well I wouldn't really call this one bad luck.
We needed to phone somebody to tell them we were going to be late and all that we had was 'Marks' cell number. I phone it. its actually his moms.
And just when she is going to give me his number the connection dies. I don't know if it was my side or hers. But I phoned back immediately and she didn't pick up.

When we finally got to camp we went tot he dining hall and no joke Rob had just dialed our number to see if we were coming. He thought it would be rude to hang up so he talked to my mom for a couple minutes.
We helped set up the trampolines and swepted and raked after that. There was a bunch of new people so I went into my quiet shy self and wasn't really talking.

But as the night wore on I started getting to know the girls and I had fun.
Later we split into groups and were supposed to go over the devotion notes to see ifwe could add anything. My group didn't have very good concordances in our bibles so we couldnt really find any good verses. But we had a lot of fun laughing.

Then I played some piano while all the other girls were in the cabin.

And that basically ended the night.


To be continued....

P.S.

I am too depressed to post because I have no friends.
The reason I know I have no friends is because a friend would COMMENT ON MY BLOG!

p.p.s. 21 hours til I leave.

Okay wierdest dream ever.
I was at work. But work was at church. So the soup and sandwich station was the sound booth.
And the drive thru window was the door to outside by the kitchen.
So these people were going through drivethru and they wanted chili so while I was talking I went over to the soundbooth to get it. And Aryck was there. I didn't even ask why I was just getting the chili..and then another worker came in and took over the speaking part. They wanted a chicken club...but they said something funny like they wanted it on diced wheat ...or something I can't remember.
So all of the sudden the people who were in drivethru are coming in the door and they know aryck. there's like 3 boys and a mom. So two of the older guys are hanging around the sound booth. And they start talking to Aryck and they're like what are you going to do after school?
Are you going to go to Afghanistan? And kid you not he says "I don't know it depends on if Cassie wants me too." ?!?!?!?!?!?!?!? Oh my gosh. So I was like eww there is no way Cassie likes you. And I think we started yelling at each other and then I started running. And he grabbed a ladle of boiling hot chili..and started chasing me. Well people Aryck chasing me is scary enough..and with boiling hot chili?AGH so I was running toward the door to lead back to the sunday school rooms and I pass my mom..and another mom. But they don't do anything. And finally he catches up to me. And I think he pours the chili on me. I don't remember but all I do remember is that after I am in the kitchen and i'm saying to myself 'this burn won't hurt because I already had a child.' Or something..
So people. tell me what this all means. To my knowledge I do not have a child.

200!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

So this is my 200th post.
It should be awesome but the only reason I am posting is because I noticed I was on 199 so it won't be awesome.
I don't really have anything to say.



Boy I am lame.

Total Opposites

So I worked yesterday and Monday.
Monday was..terrible. I wasn't in the mood to talk so..I didn't. It was kinda disappointing since just that morning I had promised myself to be happy this week.

So I was scared that yesterday was going to be a repeat of Monday but thankfully it wasn't. I had a lot of fun.
It tarted with Corey(who had been working with me the previous day..and no he isn't the Corey you know Jill) telling me effing cheer up(of course he didn't say effing if you get what I mean)
And surprisingly I did. I was laughing the whole night.

So that has put me in a good mood.
I rented movies on Monday night. I watched 'Casino Royale' and I have to admit for an older guy Daniel Craig is quite a looker.

And yesterday I watched a movie called 'If only' with Jennifer Love Hewitt. It was good. It made me cry.

I seem to have fallen into a pattern for school. I do the next days school the night before but since I am up so late I just sleep the next morning. So it isn't really benifiting me in any way.

I have a plan for spring break..I get Cade to come with me..and we'll insure the car to drive down so I don't have to think about buses such. But they might not need him so I am waiting for a reply about that.

I made coffe for myself today it was an experiment since I didn't know how much coffee grinds you are supposed to put in. It turned out okay. But we don't have any cream so it didn't taste like my usual double/double. And since you can't just have coffee I made a huge batch of butter tarts to go with it.

MMMMMmmm I tried the new cinnamon melt from Mcdonalds yesterday and it is soooooooooooooooooooo good.
I wish I worked at mcdonalds so I could have them every time I worked.

*Gulp*

So I finally got an email back from camp.
They said the application is all checked out and fine *sigh of relief*,
and they asked if I wanted to be a Jr. Staff for spring break.
Hahahahaha they seem to have temporarily forgotten that Hannah is not sane enough to take on that much responibility.
Hmm, I will think about this today and email them back tonight.

A mystery..

Three women enter a hotel, and they each pay $10 to rent a hotel room with three beds, which costs $30. They give the money to the clerk at the front desk, and they take their luggage to room 613.
Later, the clerk realizes that he overcharged them. The room should have cost only $25. The clerk, being the nice guy that he is, gives the bell-boy five $1 bills to give back to the women. The bellboy brings the money to room 613. The women, being the nice women that they are, each take $1 and let the bellboy keep.the extra $2.
Each women originally paid $10, and they each accepted $1 from the bellboy. That means that each women actually paid $9. If three women paid $9 each, that means that together that paid $27 for the room. If the bellboy kept $2, that makes the total $29. But the women originally paid $30 total








What happened to th4 missing dollar?

Church talk.

Sometimes I will fill up my schedule so I am too busy to think.
It works for a while but when there is a slight pause all my thoughts come at full force and I am overwhelmed.

For once I was in the for the sermon and surprise surprise I actually got something out of it.
Well, lately I have been thinking about how the people I work with are not very wholesome people and usually I hear swearing going on all around me and stories about them getting drunk and high and such and I was wondering if working there is the smartest thing, that maybe I should work someplace like tabs.

But Pastor Dan said how sometimes the best thing is too not even try to evangilize or anything to just be a good example and people will be inspired by that. I am pretty sure that's what he said :P. It did calm some things that have been going around in my mind.

My first big concert.

Things can never be as good as you expected them to be.
But it would have been nice if there had been a contest to sing a song with Avril and I had won it.
I am sort of joking. My actual self is not as courageous as my fantasy world self and if I had won the supposed contest I probably would have declined.

I got there quite a while early so I filled my time by watching all the little girls in bright pink go by, and texting the young adults coming home from Abbotsford.
Boy Like Girls was just a typical boy band. Maybe they are better on the CD but all I saw and heard was just like any other band out there. I think I might get their CD for this month CDOTM though, just to have it.

I did not jump around and dance.

I was sorely disappointed that Avril had dancers. She is becoming like all the other pop singers, but the good thing was she did alot of songs from the older albums.
She showed us her many talents by playing electric guitar,acoustic guitar, piano and drums.(No not at the same time.But that would have been cool)

So, overall it was good.
But kind of awkward going by myself.

Meat Department

I feel bad sometimes when I keep nagging other people to blog and yet I ignore my own, but it is so easy to just not do it.

For this post I am going to relate as it truly happened, not emphasizing on the bad things.
Today I woke up at 7:44. Not purposely. Without an alarm clock. For me this is a big thing. Usually I am so tired in the morning that I am basically sleeping at 9:30 when my mom is reading to us. I had gotten most of my school done last night so I had a shower did the remaining school and was done by 9:00.

We went to the Southshore foodbank. It was good but not as fun as the northshore one.
Then I left early with my mom so I could pick up my check from work. Here's the thing though, before we left I decided I wouldn't bring a purse so I just carried my cellphone and stuck a $2o in my sock just in case(you don't have to remind me that I am wierd, I remind myself.). So after we picked up my check I realized I couldn't bring it to the bank cause I didn't have my card. That was sort of a disapointment. I like it when I can just get it over with.

We went to Behn's house then and switched vehicles with him..the young adults were going down to Abbotsford and they wanted to save money by taking one van instead of two cars.
Oh and coopers too. Funny story. While my mom was shopping at coopers I wasjust wandering the aisles when I saw they had a contest over in meat section to win a blazers jersey with all the autographs on it. I am not one for hockey memorobilia but hey if it's free I'll take it.

So I was walking around the island thing of meats in the middle(I am doing a horrible job of explaining this.) and I almost crashed into a worker lady. I stepped back and kind of stared at her for a while then I was like 'I thought you were a cardboard cutout.'

You know it should have been embarassing but I wasn't. And then I just kept walking and went to fill out the form.


We went home. And I wanted to bike ride to the store to rent a movie for the evening since I wasn't doing anything. So I bribed Sean into doing it by promising him candy. It was fairly easy on the way there. But on the way back since my legs were so tired it was killer. We stopped many atime.
One bike ride to the store and back=Approx. 45 minutes

Finally we reached our destination and I passed out on the chair.
Next thing I know my mom was waking me up. Someone was on the phone. I must have been severely drained because usually I wake up to the phone ringing. It was Ken. I agreed to work 4-9. I hope that when they are cutting back on staff they will remember that I said yes every time they asked me to work even though more than half the time I had plans already(I am talking about the cutting back part figurativly of course..is that the word I want to be using?)

It was one of the more..challenging days of work. Not for angry customers or anything but..trying to make it through a shift without crying challenging. Chores were easy. Kim doesn't seem to understand that even though the stocking chart and stocking fridges are really hard jobs. Hannah can complete both in less than halfher shift and she needs more. But it's sort of nice because then I do chores that aren't mine and she thanks me profusely.

Erin always sings her happy song when she knows she's working with me because apparently when I work things actually get done. Which is not true. I like to slack off. And most of the other people work just as hard as I do.

One thing that made me mad was that I was filling in for Corey who had 'gotten sick' but as soon as I start my shift Taran and Amanda tell me that he is over in A&W hanging with a friend. I almost told Ken because he would be really mad and would be funny...in a scary way but I was good and decided I didn't want Corey to hate me for forever.

And I injured myself. Let's just say there is a big chunk of finger that is not on me anymore. Okay that is a little drastic. It's not that big....littlebig. And it hurts and it was 'gushing' blood when it first happened.



After Cade picked me up we went to Behn's which I wasn't in the mood for but I didn't really have a choice. Watched a movie, came home watched another movie and now I am caught up to date
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Tuesday

I started the day out with filling out my application for camp. Determined to get it done I 'slaved' away for hours, in the end basically getting my mom to write it. Hey, I wanted them to hire me right? I am not the best writer(far from it.) so I knew that anyway I wrote it it wasn't going to turn out desirable, and everything she said was true to if Trev or Rob is reading this I just want you to know the whole this is true.

After that I had a lengthy phone conversation with mah pal discussing such things as Avril concerts and bacon..don't ask :). Of course I was supposed to be doing school but really who wants to do school when they are sick.

While on the phone I discovered that I better hurry up or I would be late for my guitar lesson.
Got ready, went to the library, and then drove up to Long & Mcquade. I am always early for my lesson and I never bring a book so it's just me and blonde haired middle aged women who takes singing lessons from Jesse. One time she talked to me. I had nightmares for days.

The lesson when as my lessons usually go. Nuff said. We went to Tim Hortons for me to check my shifts for next week. Oh my gosh I had none. Again. So I went up to Krystin and I said "Look if you are going to fire me just get it over and don't make me wait so long." Then she apoligized and said that she had been so high on T3's that she had forgotten to put me on the schedule, and I was actually supposed to work Monday and Tuesday*Big sigh of relief*(I didn't think I was actually going to get fired. And she had T3's because she got her wisdom teeth out.)

On Sunday when I was renting my movie I put my Debit card in my pocket and forgot about it.
Later that night I pulled it out and it was bent. I tested it today and it still worked but I didn't want a bent card so I went to the bank and got a new one. I don't really like it. It's a darker green and it doesn't have my name on it but oh well.

Then, while my mother was getting a haircut I got the groceries. It took me a while, which is strange seeing as how last time it was a breeze. But while I was shopping I came across a sale on my most favorite food item. FRUIT GUSHERS FOR ONLY 1.75 or something like that. A very good deal because they are usually 4 something..I think..or 3 something. Anyway, I bought 4 boxes :).

And that was the end of my eventful day.

P.S. Just for fun I ran spell check and everything was perfect.

Sunday!(?)

so today was I guess better than yesterday. So far.

Went to church. I had forgotten to put my contacts in so I could hardly see. And I was in Nursey.Wow, I hate little kids..jk :P.

After church I said goodbye to Matthew(sniff). And the youth groupish people went on a hike.
Which the first part of was intense but it got easier.

After Kelsey dropped me off at home but the door was locked, fortunately she was still there and I asked her to drop me off at the store and then I would walk home. But she wouldn't let me I don't know why and now I basically don't have a ride home. Hmm I will figure this one out later.

But today was one of my 'quiet' days. Most of the day I didn't talk.

My cold was okay this morning but it's back in full force now.

Let's think of the joys shall we?

1.My ears are plugged so I can't hear the dreadful noise they are pounding out on rockband
2.I don't really have to do school tomorrow since my mom is gone and she hasn''t arranged my term.
3.I had gummy candy and grapefruit juice and dorito type chips.(my personal pickup food)
4.I rented martian child so when I get home I can watch it.
5.I am wearing some extremely comfortable pants.
6.

It's actually quite wierd.
When I go to bed 'early' I sleep in really late but when I go to bed really late I wake up at eight(not meant to rhyme).
I am sick. Just normal sick. Sneezing and burning up and headaches and all that loverly stuff.

Do you have those times when you're in a mood and then some little thing happens, and usually that thing wouldn't bother you but since you are in a mood it does and you go off in a rampage?

Or maybe it's just all the bad stuff is coming at me at once and I am not strong enough to fight. I don't know.

I'm cold and I'm sick and I'm using the crappy keyboard downstairs. And Matthew is leaving tomorrow, and I just watched a sad movie and I just heard about something that really ticked me off.

This wasn't supposed to be a ranting post.

I just need really Starbucks and a girly movie and Spaghetti and camp..and all the thingsI have written on my love lists.
and sleep.
Maybe tomorrow will turn out better than today.

Ways to spend your Friday night.

(Based on a true story)

1.Sing in a choir of many ages.
2.Sneeze practically all day(but that doesn't count because it's not night)
3.Eat some delish food..and some not so good.
4.Watch Ratatoille(sp?)
5.Chase a little cute boy around a church(all in fun people, it's wasn't as if I was actually chasing him if you get what I mean)
6.Go visit your friend at work when they are technically closed
7.Spend an hour in shoppers Drug Mart


So yeah that basically sums up my night.
Our church had their vision banquet and I was helping out with the children which there was only two of so it wasn't bad.
After Kelsey and Neighdine(haha Private Joke) and me went to visit Angela at Arby's. We got there like 3 minutes before they closed but we knew the manager type person so it was okay.
Of course it was Friday night and we couldn't go home at ten o clock so I suggested SDM Where we spent an hour going down every aisle. Okay I lied..we missed like three.
We bought mini eggs which we feasted on the whole way home.

It was fun.

Tomorrow I don't believe I am doing anything. So I will sleep late and go to bed early to make up for the last week.

Things I Love Thursday.

So for the last while I have been wanting to do this but every time I remembered it was Friday already..very annoying.

1.Spaghetti
2.Rain
3.Camp
4.Random Spontaneous things
5.My room
6.Black
7.Lime Green
8.My friends
9.Music
10.Singing
11.Guitar
12.Notes
13.Smooth Freshly-Shaved Legs
14.Black Ped Socks
15.Mcdonalds monopoly stickers on the back of cellphones
16.Dairy Queen Icecream Cake
17.Fresh Laundry
18.Lost
19.Baby Blues
20.Speaker Phone
21.Microphones
22.Blogs
23.Movies
24.Funky Pens
25.Coffee
26.Oversized Hoodies and Sweatpants
27.Select Childrens Picture Books
28.Adventures In Oddysey

Seriously this week has been going so slow. I keep thinking that it is friday or something and then I remind myself it is only Wednesday.
I haven't been finding anything particularily noteworthy so I haven't been posting but today I promised myself if there were new posts from someone else I also would post.

My Special Project:
I am knitting a toque to match the scarf I just made. This will be the first time I have done anything besides a scarf so it should prove to be exciting.
The pattern is called 'one ball really easy instant chemo cap'.
Hmm, don't worry I am not getting cancer.
I will put up pictures of both creations after the toque is finished.

Right now I am trying to:
Fill out my application for camp.
Get this terms school done.

I got a t4 on monday. I had this niggling(haha) thought in the back of my mind about T4's so at like 11:30 that night I look in my box of papers and just as I had thought there was my T4 from last year. I had no idea what it was so I had forgotten about it which lost me a whole 24 dollars.
This time I will be smarter..especially since it's $80.

I have to go for supper.
Ta-ta

Kimono.

Lately I haven't had anybody to talk to.
Like the deep conversations about what is going on in my life.
I don't know if that's whats putting me in this mood or what.
*Shrug* I don't really know anything right now.

Yesterday. There was helping out at the food bank. And then we went and had lunch at East Side Mario's with my auntie and cousin. Looked around the mall a bit but I had been there the day before so there wasn't anything new I hadn't seen yet.

I ended up going to youth even though I hadn't thought I was going to.
Since the boys were going to floor hockey they dropped me off at 6:20.
I was feeling depressed so I went into the nursey with the lights off and lied down in the crib,listening to music. I rarely do things like that(Crib lying is not high on my priority list :P).

An hour later Ryan found me and some other people came in and just talked for a while.
It was a whole bunch of nothing the whole night. But it was okay.
I went to bed at like 12:30 and slept til 2:30 today.

And today has been a lazy day.
I didn't really accomplish anything besides cleaning my room.

Tomorrow is church and then a welcome home party for Nadine. I am so happy that she is back.

Strap on your seatbelts.

Hannah is in a very talkative mood today. And the events of her life must be shared.










So
Enter Hannah 7:30(?) in the morning. Mom woke me up to say she and Cade were leaving to drop him off at Hammonds house.(pause:I always seem to be awake when my mom comes in. it's like I sense her coming so I wake up..strange)
I had been waiting for this since last night. Quickly I run downstairs to Cades room flick at his mouse to awaken his screen and..rush of disapointment.
You see I while ago I wanted to record my songs on his computer but he said I could only if he was there. Duh like I was going to do it when he was there. But then I discovered that his computer is password protected. And its an XP so if you leave to go to screensaver when you come back you have to log in again. I has been hoping that if I was quick enough I could get down there before it went to screensaver.
Trust me I have tried all the passwords out there. His password hint is appropriately "HHAHA you will never figure it out.'

Bummer. I went back upstairs listened to a tape and then went back to sleep again.
I actually slept for a while. And then I listened to another tape. And I was done school for the day. Well I could have done more but I didn't feel like it.
I was in my room reading when the phone rang. It was for me. Noah came into my room and said 'There's a boy on the phone, maybe he's going to ask you out on a date.' first thoughts: I wish. Second thoughts: You shouldn't be thinking about things like that Noah!

I knew that the only 'boys' that would phone me would be Ryan or Ken. I was hoping for the former. No such luck. I agreed to work 3:30-9 even though I was missing an 18 dollar guitar lesson and you can't get your money back. Not to mention bible study.
I went to the library. Michels. That store is just a fountain of good items. And reasonably priced too! I bought some more yarn too but they didn't have lime green like I wanted.

I went to work. It was really wierd. And a truck came in. I have never worked when a truck was there. Number of times Ken profusely thanked me for coming in: 3 I was kind of hoping for more but no :P.

That was basically it.

Cade picked me up and we went to the church for the ending of bible study.
I had so much energy after that. I was literally bouncing all over the place.

Then me Cade and Tim went to A&W, of course I had to get something. The kids meal. chicken finger things. And this time the lady was kind enough to put DUNKAROOS in!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!Oh my gosh. my first time having Dunkaroos.

We came home and I went on Facebook. Nothing has changed. Very much a waste of my time.
I need to take up something like dancing to get rid of all this energy.

Tomorrow I am going to have an adventure. And I will bring a camera. For all those candid shots. That I will put on here. Yes.
Tomorrow.




Lollipop.

Going, going...

Ah, the sense of accomplishment when you finish something that doesn't look half bad.
It's just not the sort of thing..(well the sort of colour to be more precise) that I am into right now.
So if you want it, it's yours.
If I get more than 1 person who wants it...I'll figure that out if I come to it.
I made this in 3 days. I am quite proud of myself. And it's the first time I have done tassels on a scarf.

Here is the church and here is the steeple.

So.
Yesterday I worked. It wasn't terrible but there is just always this bad feeling when I go to work. I don't know why since I actually have a lot of fun there.
But anyway, fast forward to about 8:15 ish. I was doing a table run and on the headset for drive-thru somebody is ordering 3 chocolate timbits. Erin made a joke that it must be one of those people who are on a diet and they are splurging right now. I was out on the lobby so I was only hearing all this on headset then all of the sudden Corey comes over to where I can see and he has a bouqet of flowers in his hands and he said they were for me. He read the card and it said they were from Fritz. Immediatly I knew who they were from.
Has anybody seen Catch and Release? Me and Kandace watched it a couple weekends ago. It was allright..Kandace loved it :).
So I rush outside and there she is.
Very exciting. Def. made my day.

Today I was going to go to my music lesson but last night my mom came into my room and she asked if I had been planning to go with the Hammonds up to Sunpeaks on Wednesday. Because Cade wanted to go but he has his lesson then. And she wanted to know if I would switch lessons so he could go.
I really wanted to go. But ..it was wierd something just came over me and I decided I should let Cade go since he hasn't been up yet.
I wonder if I am ever going to be able to ski with them.

So I should be getting back to school..

Aw.

Fritz brought me flowers at work!
Thank you and I love you!!

Fit's me to an 'L'?

Sorry my wierd sense of humour just kicked in there.

You Are a Lemon

You have a very distinct personality. And if you're not being sweet, you're a little hard to take. You're a bit overpowering, especially in one on one situations. And while you are very dominant, sometimes your power is needed and appreciated. You can liven up a dull situation, and you definitely bring a fresh outlook. You are a bit of an acquired taste, and you tend to grow on people over time. People feel refreshed and rejuvenated after spending time with you.

Haha, and I thought it was going to be a breeze not having Facebook.
I am getting those signs.
Nervous twitches,blurring of the eyes,tapping of the body.

(revolution)

It drives me nuts when I think about how easy it is for us to get stuck in a rut.
"Oh, I am comfortable where I am. I don't want to challenge myself by going out and doing something better."
The rut of Sin, of broken relationships, of not going out and doing what God wants you to.
So many times I have felt I should do something and yet I don't because that would be out of my comfort zone. In your mind you are thinking that your friends would think less of you when really it's probably the opposite and Satan is just blocking you so you can't see that.

Did I tell you about that time in Mexico? They had a Kareoke night and I watched and waited knowing that I wanted to go up there but I didn't have the nerve to.
Well the show ended and I still hadn't gone up. The rest of the night I felt terrible.
I literally couldn't sleep because I kept thinking about how I should have gone up.
Well luck was on my side and there was another Kareoke night. This time I did go up. I sang. It was horrible not even joking ask Matthew or Cade. But even though I had sucked after I came off and I was happy. It wasn't the end of the world and I even felt better because I had gone the extra that I wouldn't normally do.

It feels so good when we go that extra step. We shouldn't be caring about other people only God.
God is the one who we should be pleasing.

So, this is my 'sermon' of the night. I do believe it is the first time I have ever done anything like this. Look, already God is changing me :P. I just hope that you can learn something from this.



So.
I just want to end with this verse. It might not really be about what I was saying but it has just been speaking to me.

Psalm 34:18 The Lord is close to those whose hearts are breaking.

Friday Fill-ins

1. Snowdrops are frozen water.
2. I'm going to cut the rest of my hair.
3. Hey Jude is a song whose lyrics have meaning to me.
4. Just one sip and you'll be fine.
5. My guitar lesson room is where I'm happiest.
6. I believe that laughter is a necessary part of life.
7. And as for the weekend, tonight I'm looking forward to going on a date with myself, tomorrow my plans include serving women and Sunday, I want to go to step up 2!

Can you say Abstaining?

Good bye Facebook.
Well not forever.
One week.
I am putting myself to the test.

:(

Happy singles awareness day, Happy Valentines day and most importantly Happy Birthday Sean.
I can't begin to say how excited I was about today. I had decided that I was probably going to go out for dinner by my self all fancy and dressed up and then if the girls still wanted to do something I would hang out with them.
I had a bath shaved my legs was doing my makeup all nice and I even got my mom to cut my hair, well she started. A couple minutes into the hair cut the phone rings. I told mom it was probably for me thinking it was Ang in the phone so I go pick it up..it's Krystin. Like supervisor Krystin telling me that she had called everybody else and she knew that I wanted to watch my show but could I please come in and work. Being the good little girl I am I agreed. And so I missed my brothers Birthday dinner and having a nice dinner for myself and everything else I had planned just to earn basically 50 bucks. Think it was worth it?
I DIDN'T EVEN GET TO FINISH CUTTING MY HAIR.
So this February 14th was not the best for me.

Today

So, some of the reason I have not been posting that much was because I don't want to be one of those people who just post about their day anymore. But I need to make an exception for today.
It was going good today, I was doing all my school early and even though my mother wasn't home I wasn't getting sidetracked like I usually do when she isn't around. After I was finished school I check email watched corner gas with Matthew had lunch then started 'Becoming Jane' the movie about Jane Austen.*Side note..it was good*
When I was about 20 minutes from the end my mom comes in and she sayd that I have to go in with Cade and I am leaving in ten minutes. It's amazing how fast I can go when I am pushed.
So we leave(me taking the movie to finish later) and we go to Cade's lesson. I walk to the bank, get out some money and then went to Starbucks. I was pretty brave and I actually talked to the women more then just telling her my order.
I had been wanting to know if the mocha hot version actually tastes the same as the mocha frappicino so I asked her if they did. She said they were slightly different but if she puts some vanilla shots in it should make up the difference and it actually worked which is good because I was tired of getting the mocha frappicino every time I went.
And while I was waiting in line I saw this chocolate cupcake in the bakery section. It looked so pretty I needed to get but I don't like chocolate. I decided to buy it then find somebody to give it to later.
Then I go to Shoppers get some things and walk back. And wait for a while. I thought I was going to be late but I was like 12 minutes early I don't know how I did it. I guess it was my speedywalk.
Then we go to the church. I watched the rest ofmy movie. And then I just waited around for Cade and Alex to be done their bass lesson. I was getting bored and annoyed to I borrowed Alex's ipod and was listening to music. At one point I was watching them and all of the sudden I started crying. And so I turn around to go sit on a couch and there is Jess.
We just stood hugging for a while until I got over it and then we just sat on the couches talking about random things. Max came in then and we talked about music mainly.
Cade finally came and we went to get some supper. We came back I ate my food and went into a back sunday school room and played guitar. I wrote a new a song and(drumroll please) I actually completed it.Which is big since I have never completed one before.
Kelsey came to find me but I didn't want to go down so she left. I just played random stuff for a while. It was hard to concentrate because there was a band practising on the stage and they were really loud.
Later I did end up being with people for a while. We were trying to figure some bible verses that was okay. It was a group I felt comfortable with. Not that I did much.
And then it was over. And that summerizes yesterday.
I wrote half yesterday half today.
Yup..

C.D.O.T.M 2

Intoducing...
BARLOW GIRL(Self titled)

I have been wanting to get a Barlow girl Cd for some
time now but I didn't get around to it till now.
And when I finally got to Tabs I couldn't decide which one to get.
At one point I was considering buying all three at once but that idea passed.
I chose this one because it had Never Alone on it.
But expect the other ones to be coming soon.

My Experimentation with RED!!

1.Applying the red dye(looked more like orange..I was scared :P)

2.Waiting 30 minutes with my hair wrapped in saran wrap
so's not to get on anything

3.Ooolala finished project.

Just a little change to the drab brown that has been growing back.
Can't say that I like red on me.
But it's fun to try new things.
Get ready for 'Experimentation:Purple' coming to Hannah's blog when this comes out and she feels like buying the dye :P
*Note, it is not permanant. I am trying to grow back my brown so I am just going to do temporaries in the meantime

It makes me happy when...

I go check my list of blogs and over two people have updated(well 1 or 2 is good too but having so many just..yeah :P).
People buy me on friends for sale.
I have random conversations with people I hardly know.
I do something to make life for other people better.
It rains
I watch one of those perfect chick flick movies and I just never want it to end
Friends surprise me(unless its a birthday party..never do that)
Lyrics come to my mind that would make a beautiful song
A long lost friend come though drive thru and I am so happy I run to tell Erin.
I look in the mirror after working 6 hours and I still look semi okay
I get a pirates of the carrebean valentine
My friends email me
I go shopping and everything I buy is on sale
there is no snow
I fall asleep during a movie and when I wake up again there is a cute guy lying on the floor beside me :) teehee
Some girls sneak off on a wednesday and have a private bible study.
randomly people take time out to pray with eachother
my 'sister' comes over to my house and we try on clothes together
I am almost ready to give up on somebody but then something happens and we are good again.
I spend a whole day with a friend and never run out of things to say
I eat chocolate kisses
I eat...hahha
I complete something
my hair looks like it's suppose too






2 b continued..someday

I cry out.

I waited for you today
But You didn't show
No.No.No.
I needed You today
So where did you go?

You told me to call
you said You'd be there
And though I haven't seen You
Are You still there?

Chorus
I cried out with no reply
and I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone.

And though I can not see You
and I can't explain why.
Such a deep, reassurance
You've placed in my life

ohWe cannot separate
'Cause You're part of me
and though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen

Chorus
I cried out with no reply
And I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone

We cannot separate You're part of me
and though You're invisible
I'll trust the unseen

Chorus
I cried out with no reply
and I can't feel You by my side
So I'll hold tight to what I know
You're here and I'm never alone

Music Video

*Contented sigh* New Clothes

So some of us girls went out for coffee on Sunday and since it was so awkward(nobody really wanted to talk..I have no idea why) we went to value village. That was probably the best idea ever since tada!! I got some new stuff..not only is it just new stuff the top one will be my 2008 grad dress because really I can't be seen in last years. :P.
And yes believe it or not the bottom one is actually a dress. Not that I am going to wear it as one. It is fine how it is right now.

How to know you are a loser?
Your idea of happy is dreaming about sales. To be more exact comic book sales.
Yes that's right. A few nights ago I dreamt..well the whole thing was pretty cool. There was this new store by the blockbuster up in Sahali.
It was sort of like a wal-mart but in my memory I think of yellow.
I know confusing. I don't understand it myself.

Anyway. I am going through a stack of books and what do I find? Baby Blues for only 2.99!!
This was like better then the time I found for better or for worse for 5(that was real by the way. not a dream.)
Yeah.
And then I walked over to blockbuster and rented a movie that said it was PG on the front but 14A on the back.

Yeah that's pretty much when I woke up.
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Today I have been going pretty muvh since I woke up and for some reason I have tons of energy.
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1. I made cookies, cleaned my room, cleaned the living room and some of the kitchen, dusted, had a nap, did all my school, organized the cupboards, watched some star trek :).
   
   Every time I go on to the computer I spend about 5 minutes checking email and things like that and then I get off.
   It has freed up a lot of time but I don't know what to do with it.
   
   Hmm.
   
   

*Emotionally gone*

I think I have been to busy lately.
And it's drained me.
Yesterday was pretty terrible.
The last bit of it was.

I was just so tired.
And then after youth Ryan dropped us off at Behn's and we stayed there until 12:30.
So I went and laid down on Behn's bed.
*Note to self:Tell Behn to buy new bedding. He has had that stuff for like 6 years and it's all gross.*
Of course I couldn't fall asleep because right above me they were playing a movie really loud.
I don't see why the neighbours haven't complained yet. Unless the walls are super thick.
But finally I sorta fell into a half sleep. And then I heard that everyone was leaving so I went upstairs.

But I figured out the reason so I think I am going to be better now.