The Real Me- Natalie Grant

Foolish heart, looks like we're here again.
Same old game of plastic smile,
Don't let anybody in.
Hiding my heartache,
Will this glass house break?
How much will it take before I'm empty?
Do I let it show?
Does anybody know?

CHORUS:
But You see the real me.
Hiding in my skin, broken from within.
Unveil me completely.
I'm loosening my grasp,
There's no need to mask my frailty
Cause You see the real me.

Painted on, life is behind a mask,
Self-inflicted circus clown.
I'm tired of the song and dance,
Living a charade, always on parade.
What a mess I've made of my existence.
But You love me even now
And still I see somehow...

CHORUS

Wonderful, beautiful is what you see
When You look at me.
You're turning the tattered fabric of my life
Into a perfect tapestry.
Oh, I just wanna be me,
I wanna be me.

CHORUS

and you love me just as i am.
wonderful, beautiful is what you see
when you look at me.

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Your Japanese Name Is...

Dai Konjo

What's" your Japanese Name?

You Are a Christmas Sweater!

Over the top, colorful, and totally flashy. You're not afraid to be a little tacky.

What Crappy Christmas Gift Are You?

You Are

A Happy Pumpkin Face You would make a good pumpkin cheesecake.

What's Your Pumpkin Face?

I need a regular sleep pattern.

I stayed up late last night. And woke up at 12 today. I wish I could just set a bedtime for myself and then wake up cheerful happy in the morning. I can't really make it 9:00 because most of the things I do go till 9:30 and so ten isn't that good either. 10:30 is good I guess but I like to stay up later even though it isn't good for. I think I shall try it maybe for the next few days and try to wake up early as well.

I need a change...

In my life. Something I wouldn't usually consider doing. I was thinking like a sport. Or maybe going to the gym. I don't really know of anything besides physical activities. I just quit choir and I need something to fill in the space. I would do singing lessons but there is no good voice teachers in this town that I know of.
What do you guys think?

Must I?

I just did a really long post for my other blog so I am just going to give the link because I don't want to blog for another minute.
http://hl1992.spaces.live.com

What to do when there is nothing to do?

Well..I am quite bored at the moment. I should be doing stuff like school and various other things. But of course like all thing you don't want to do I am avoiding them. Tomorrow is Sunday. Another uneventful day. I almost wish I worked on the weekends.
It snowed again today. I didn't notice until an hour or so ago. Not as much this time. I like it falling and I 'sometimes' like shoveling it up but otherwiseI don't really like it at all.
I watched bewitched this morning(well actually early afternoon :P).
It was a bit funny but terrible altogether. My mom watched it with me, she was laughing like every two seconds. It sickens me at what she finds humorous(Sp?).

A New Beginning?

Well let's try blogger out for a while. Not that Live Spaces was bad I just want to try this out for a while since it seems to allow so much more than Msn does.
So yeah don't expect me to post alot I find it hard to keep up my other one as it is.