When I'm up I can't get down.

Do you ever have those moments when you think about either a friend or a family member and your love for them overtakes you for a moment and it's hard to breathe?

Okay..maybe I'm the only crazy one like that.


Anyway.
I love procrastination.
I was going to do a blog post about Jamaica..but the bigness of the project scares me so I will put it off awhile longer.

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2. Fringe is my latest tv show conquest. I am loving Walter Bishop and tin foil hats.

3.Great Big Sea is live in Kamloops on Saturday! This excites me to the very point of running around the yard doing little happy laughs. This is a band that I pretty much grew up on. Them, Enya and Switchfoot pretty much made up my music tastes.
Hopefully when I go to buy tickets tomorrow they will still have some left.
They have been going for 18 years. Crazy.


4. In theatres, at this very moment there is a movie called 'Ramona and Beezuz'. I am very tempted to go watch it. Although it might ruin the fond memories that I have developed for the Beverly Cleary book. And Selena Gomez is in it. Blech. Josh Duhamel on the other hand... :D

5.My fish is still alive and still kicking but it seems in all the rush of packing before Jamaica I totally forgot about my ivy and it is looking a little..droopy. Hopefully i can revive. I'll start by a nice drink and nice trip to the dark cool basement(I fear that half the reason why he's so sick is because of all the heat.)

*Jamaica*

"Left side is right side,
Right side is suicide."

They drive on the left side here. So, don't expect us to be renting a car and driving ourselves to any of the attractions. And the driving in general is very intense.
Just a tiny bit more civilized than Haiti. Which means, rather than total chaos there are a couple stop lights here and there.

I have a major sunburn already. But that's okay because the tan will be worth it.
It hurts for now though.

Today was an intense climb up a waterfall.
Yeah I know. My mother, climbed a waterfall.
I'm still in shock.

Anyways. There is just a little update on my trip.
Oh, and I found my dream man but I couldn't understand his name because of his Jamaican accent :).

We'll have fun, fun, fun.

I am typing this with very tired fingers and my eyelids are drooping but, for some reason I don't want to go to bed yet.

This morning I woke up at 5:45. Who does that?
But it was actually good cause I wasn't really that tired even though I have every right to be.

I took my time getting ready and was at the church by 6:40.
Where, I didn't really do anything I planned to do but everything came together nice anyway.

*Sidenote* I have spent about 13 hours in that my church this week.
I like to take up projects that turn out to be huge time consumers, but I've been having fun while doing it so it's all good.

Church was good.
I came home after and puttered around for a bit.
Spent some time with my feet in the creek while eating delicious strawberry icecream.
I even did some mending! I am starting to like this slow Sundays that I don't have to do anything.

Oh and I slept. It felt good.

And the rest of the day from four on was hanging out with C&C at the Coulters house.
So all in all, one of the best days I have had in the past month.
Go me! haha.



I do have something that has been ticking me off that I wanted to blog about. But, since this is such a happy post I won't ruin. Next time..

I am in love.

With my new under armor tank top.






I hate hot.





Very tired.
I have declared tomorrow SLEEP DAY!
Which means about two hours after I get home from work I'm going to sleep and I'm not waking up til the next morning.
That might seem really bad but I have 9 days in a row that I have to get up by 6:30 or earlier..so I really need to rest up my body.
So..there.

I woke up at five.
Half way through getting ready I realized I didn't work 'til 7:30.
Fail.
But I went back to bed at least.
Still.
I am kicking myself for not double checking the night before.

Just a lil' update.

So.
Summer Goals.
I still don't want to ruin the surprise/ don't want to tell you all and in the end have to admit that I failed, so I will just give a point form on how they are coming. And I will leave all details out. I just want to make sure you know I am not skipping out on these. I take them very seriously.

Oh, and..well in the beginning I was counting June as summer but that was pretty much a flop. So..I PROMISE I will go hard on the actual months of summer. Completing all of my goals is actually making me very excited.

So without further ado:

1. Well, It's harder to get into it. I thought it would be easy..but I am making baby steps toward the goal.
2. Haha, this one is the only I can be sure will be completed by the end of this. Unless something really drastic happens.
3.From the beginning I knew this was going to be a tough one. And I not really motivated. But..now that I spend alot of time alone I might actually start trying.
But..the future of this one looks dim. Not to say that I am giving up..just not trying as hard as some of the other ones.
4. Well, this one is shooting for the moon. But at least I'll be that much closer than I previously was. I purchased the supplies for it today so I'm good to go. Now actually getting the motivation will be the next hurdle.








anyway. So I know that didn't make alot of sense. more of just a personal journal to myself I guess. Once the goals are out in the open you can look back and the foggy parts might be a little bit clearer...
But good night, Readers!
Off to Put 4 into practice, procrastinate 3 & 1 and dream of 2.